Love & Hate

Adictions

A\N there will be use of weed

Ashley's pov

I wake up like always and since it's Monday we have to go to school "morning ashy." Jake says and kisses my cheek, I smile "morning Jakey". We get dressed and walk to school, we arrive only to see a new face, we walk over to her "hi." I say with a smile, she smiles back "hey. My names Beth." I nod "my name is Ashley and this is my boyfriend Jake." she nods "nice ta-meat-cha." She pulls out a cigarette pack and point it twords us "want one?" I shake my head no but I want to say yes, I use to smoke weed and stuff but I quit, Jake pushes it away from him "no I'm good." She nods and pulls out out and sticks it between her lips, she pulls out a lighter and lights it, I smell the tobacco and it brings back old cravings "ash, are you okay?" I look up in confusion "yeah why?" Jake sighs "then why do you look like you want to take that cigarette?" I shrug "I don't know what your talking about." The bell rings and we all walk inside "so what class are you in Beth?" She looks down at her schedule "uhhhh 8C." I smile "that's our class." she nods and smirks "thank god I have at least two cool people in my class" we all walk to class.

It's lunch and we already bought our food and began eating "so, are we like friends?" Beth asks "duuuuhhhh." I say laughing, she smiles "yeah we're cool." Jake says, she laughs and "woo hoo's" I laugh with her "ash, wanna have a sleepover at my house this weekend?" I nod "sure I'd love to." She smiles and pulls out her phone "put your number in my phone so I can text you." I nod and put my number in her phone "hey why don't we hang out after school?" I suggest "I could use some girl time" she nods "sure!" The bell rings and we get to class.

School ends and I meat up with Beth "hey!" I say, she smiles "lets go! We should go to my house first." I nod and kiss Jake on the cheek "tell your mom I'm out with a friend." he nods "wait! You two live together?" We nod "I took her away from her abusive father over a week ago." she nods "your a good man Jake." She says, he nods.

We get to Beth's house, her aunt is nice, I sit on her bed in the basement as she grabs a cigarette pack with Joints written on it in dark green marker, she looks at me then at the pack "okay what are you hiding in that head of yours." I sigh "I use to be a stoner but I am now eight months clean, same with alcohol and cutting..." she nods and puts the pack in a purse "wow dude, I never knew.." I nod "its okay... I kinda want to have a puff but I don't want Jake to find out" she nods "well, for now why don't we go shopping? I have about two thousand dollars that are burning a hole in my pocket." I laugh "okay.". We get to wal-mart and walk in "lets go look for band shirts" she says "definitely!" We laugh and start searching. After we finish shopping at Walmart I finally decide to have a joint and it feels really good. We go over to Macdonalds playland and be weird and act like kids, it's really fun, a little kid walks over to us "hewwo, my name is Wiley and I'm fowr years owd." (Hello, my name is Riley and I'm four years old) I smile "hi Riley." he smiles "your bofh vewy pwetty." (Your both very pretty) I giggle "thanks you Riley" we walk over and order some food because A) we would get kicked out if we didn't and B) we have the munchies.

After hanging out with Beth I get home with my stuff "I'm home." I say loud enough for them to hear me if they were awake, Jake walks out of his room and walks over to give me a hug "hey bab- why do you smell like weed?" I look up with him forgeting my eyes are red "what?" I ask in confusion, he grabs my arm and drags me to my room "why the hell are you high?" I jump at his tone of voice "I-I'm sorry. I-I-I." he stops me "just. Just go to bed." He walks out of my room, I sit down on my bed and whisper "what did I do wrong?" As a tear slips down my face, and then another follows and soon I'm crying myself to sleep.