Questions

Can't let you in

I'm trying I really am but there's just one thing that is holding me back and I guess it's just fear.

Fear for what?

To trust you, to get attached...

I know people say that it's all about connection and attachment but I just can't give my self up for someone.

I can't let you in.

I'm trying but it just doesn't work, I can't let you in and for that I am sorry.

I am sorry that I am saying this even though it hasn't been long but I'm also sorry because I regret saying yes.

I regret setting you up for a little heart ache.

I say a little because I'm guessing you actually don't care too much but I'll never know because, I simply won't have time for you to tell me, we won't have time together for you to tell me.

I know you think I'm just being doubtful but I know what I'm saying and it's sad to say it but its just too true and I just want you to know,

I can't do this, do US.

KK 💘