robin x m! reader 💔

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Warning
-saddness -death -kidnaping - abuce
-homophobia

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REQUESTED BY: Ilovehotmensomuch

Y/N POV

hey im y/n and right now my life is trash who am i kidding i hate it here right at this pont my boyfriend yes boyfriend dont be like the ass holes at school and call me a fag, beat me and shit anyway off topic my boyfriend robin hes in the hospital

At his moment im crying traped in my room my father wont let me leave to see him see hes also homophobic like the trash people at school hes a trash father my mom would of never approved of him keeping me locked up in my room unless it was to go to school but she left me alone abandoned me with this ass hole of a dad

I heard the door lock "ok y/n now you cant leave that room to see your fag of a "boyfriend" whos been corrupting my sweet little boy" he was drunk and i just continued to sob "DONT YOU HAVE ANY FUCKING SYMPHONY? HE WAS KIDNAPPED BARELY MADE IT OUT ALIVE AND IS NOW IN THE HOSPITAL AND I CANT EVEN SEE HIM" i yelled getting up and kicking my door

"This os better for you y/n hes been corrupting your sweet little head with all of this gay shit you dont need" he sighed "OH FUCK OFF DICKWAD" i yelled and flipped off the door even though i knee he couldn't see it "dont say that." He told me sternly

"I CAN SAY WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT WHAT ARE YOU GANNA DO? LOCK ME IN MY ROOM? BEAT ME? FUCKING. DO IT." I said and i could hear him walking away from the door done with my shit

I went over and sat on my bed crying my eyes out about 3 hours later i hand no more tears to cry all i wanted in the world right now was to be by robin hugging him and telling him he was going to be ok i looked at my window and opened it

I looked down and seen how far the floor was it was far i looked around and seen i was close to the roof the lead to a tree i smiled and stepped on to the window seal i grabbed the roof "hopefully i have enough upper body strength for this because if i don't imma break some bones falling" i sighed

I was able to pull myself up onto the roof and i climbed down the tree "im out!" I cheered i quickly started to run to the hospital robin was
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I eventually got there and i walked in "hello are you here to visit?" The front desk asked "yes what room is robin arellano?" I asked "room 48 on the 2ed floor" she told me and i ran off thanking her soon i found the room and went in i seen him in that room in that bed

I went and sat next to him "hi robin..." I said quietly to see if he was awake or not his eye shot open "y-y/n?" He asked weakly "yes its me im right here" i smiled he held his hand out and i took it "im sorry i would of visited as soon as i heard you were ok and here but my dad locked me in my room" i rubbed his knuckles with my thumb

"I-its ok" he coughed "shh save you energy" i kisses his hand "i brought a book.. Do you want me to read it to you?" This is how we spent are time together unlike normal cupples who go out watch movies with each other and stuff Instead we would cuddle up in his bed in his house and i would read to him hed usually fall asleep to the book but it was fun

I brought his favorite that we never finished his a huge chapter book and were not even hafe done with it he noded i pulled it out of my jacket and held it up he smiled brightly as he could and i opened it and stared reading soon enough he fell asleep

A nurse came in "oh! Hello im sorry i didnt realize he had a visiter" she said quietly "its alright um is it possible for me to stay here for the night?" I asked her "yes would you like me to get you a bed?"

"Yes please thank you" she nodded left and came back with a bed i laid in it soon falling asleep with holdin robins hand

The next few days i sayed at the hospital reading and talking to robin we watched movies and had a good time today is a week and a half since i been staying with him im just reading a book to him when something was off he seemed more out of it i stoped reading his heart beat got faster i panicked and called a doctor in

the doctors were yelling i was scared especially when robin passed out they told me to leave the room i did not wanting to of course i wanted to be by my boyfriends side i leaned on the wall hugging the book in my arms hoping that he was ok soon i sat and fell asleep
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"--ir sir" i opened my eyes and there was a nurse "huh?" I asked confused "sir im going to have to tell you this please remain calm" i nod looking around for a second "do you know a boy named robin arellano?"

"Yes hes my b- hes my friend" i said the nurse sighed "hes ok right?" "...." "RIGHT?" I sit up in my chair worried "i-im sorry for your loss" i started crying "FUCK DAMN IT MOTHER FUCKER" i kicked the wall it leaving a foot print on it "sir please-"

"DONT FUCKING 'please' ME YOUR DOCTORS COULDNT DO THE TASK OF KEEPING SOMEONE ALI-" i breathed out stoping myself "sir... He knew he was ganna die... I thought he told you-" i looked at her "h-he knew?..." I was crying to no end the nurse told me why he died and said sorry for the loss again

Soon i left walking home and i walked into the front door not caring "where the hell have you been!? How did you get out of your room!?" I sighed not wanting to deal with him "to see my boyfriend. Window. And give me my key so i can go to my room not please but thank you" i held out my hand

"Ug of course you did" he rolled his eyes "didnt i forbid you from going?" He asked "didnt i ask for my keys?" I shot back he was silent "GIVE ME THE FUCKING KEYS" i yelled at him "stop seeing your 'boyfriend'" he told me "HES DEAD SO I CANT ANYWAYS SO JUST GIVE ME THE KEYS." He laughed "good riddance" he handed my the keys and i went up to my room and cried
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Hello again its been 5 months things have been less shit robin got buried and i have yet to see him but today is the day im going to go see him after school finney ended up convincing me to

Now im in class the last one finney is next to me and so is moose he still had a few scars from robin but there the teacher was talking bit i was drawing a picture of robin from memory "[name]" i looked up "hm?" I asked "answer the question" i was quiet "umm 36?" Everyone laughed but finney "no 452 after school detention tommarow for not listening and drawing in class i sighed as she anded me a pink slip of paper

Its now after school and im walking to the grave yard soon got there and looked for the grave i found it and sat down "hey... Robin" i laughed lightly "im sorry i didnt come to see you sooner.. I wanted to but i was- scared..." Silence "i am brought the book i thought maybe.. Even if your... dead... ill still finnish it with you.."

I stoped talking for a minute "ill come every day and read with you i promise" more silence "i love you... And i m-miss you" i started crying "i-i dont think ill love again.. At least not like i loved you... Hell i still love you and i will... forever..."

More silence "i have your bandanna... I help out my wrist slightly that is where i tied it "it looks bad on me so i tied it on my wrist... The math teacher is still a bitch i got after school detention tomorrow so ill probably be late..." I sat there for a minute talking to the grave hoping theres a chance he could hear me soon i read a chapter and said goodbye

A/N: hey im sorry this is so late but i hope you enjoyed and as always im open to make a part 2 if you want it bye hope you enjoyed!

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