You and Conrad have known each other since you were kids.
You thought of him as an older brother until you got to the age you started liking boys.
Which was 10.
You've had a crush on him since you were 10 but never told him because you didn't want to ruin anything.
Conrad was complicated, ever since he got older he wasn't the same cheerful Conrad you knew.
He was a moody, teenage boy now and you kind of understood but not really.
He used to be so sweet and always had a smile on his face, now he had a resting bitch face and didn't talk all that much.
You knew about his dad, his dad was a piece of shit who cheated on his mom, now he had no remorse or talked to his dad at all.
He had daddy issues and you understood as your dad wasn't in the picture either.
When you were really young he abused your mom and got mad when your mom tried to leave him, you remember seeing him hit her and remember crying with your hands over your ears, you were only 5.
Conrad had always been there for you, especially after what happened with your dad.
You would have nightmares about that night and whenever you did, you usually would go sit by the pool to calm your mind, you couldn't swim but you liked to put your legs in the water, it always relaxed you.
Conrad would always hear the door open and know what that meant, he would always follow you and you would have a conversation for hours, he always knew how to take your mind off of things.
One night he heard you crying as his room was right down the hall and walked in to find out you were crying over a bad dream.
He ended up comforting you until you fell asleep in his arms.
That was last year, he has always been so playful and sweet to you and that's why you fell for him, it was just the way he had respect for you and treated you like a princess.
But this year, something was different about him.
He had an i don't care attitude, he was smoking, drinking, which wasn't like Conrad.
He hated the idea of cigarettes and drinking and swore he never would do any of it.
But here he was, sitting beside as he smoked a cigarette.
"I thought you said you would never smoke?" You questioned, scrunching your nose at the smoke.
"I say a lot of things that aren't true." Is all he said, blowing out the smoke looking over at you after he blew it all out.
"Ok then" Is all you said before taking your shirt and shorts off, already having a swim suit under them.
"Ok then what?" Conrad asked furrowing his eyebrows, confused at your answer.
"Nothing" You said and stood in the shallow end of the pool.
"Y/N what? answer me." Conrad said watching as you stood there and just stared at him.
