Chapter Twelve

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Today is worse

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Today is worse.

I started out the day off crying my eyes out over Davy, to the point my eyes were red raw.

Jen is recording 'Think Twice' today. One of the singles that will be released, as I listen to Jen, more tears pour out of my eyes.

Don't think I can't feel like there's something wrong
You've been the sweetest part of my life for so long
I look in your eyes, there's a distant lie you and I know there be a storm tonight
This is getting serious, are you thinking about you or us?

Don't say what your about to say,
Look back before you leave my life,
Be sure before you close that door,
Before you roll, those dice

Baby think twice.

"I'm gonna step out for a bit," I mumble to Donna through my tears. Donna nods with a frown

I push a sight through my swollen lips as I quickly walk out the studio into the precious air that fills my lungs graciously.

My mind gives me glimpses of me and Davy, happy together in Hawaii. My heart in his hand. The piece to my puzzle. The air to my lungs.

I lean myself up against the wall, my brain spinning the world around me in circles as my head pounds in pain. My cries fill the air around me, my chest heaving heavily while my breaths come out short and harsh.

"Calm down Georgie, just breath in and out," my eyes open revealing Jen and Donna on either side of me.

"In through the nose out through the mouth," Donna coaches my breathing. My mind becomes clearer and my breathing becomes lighter.

"There we go, just breath Georgie," Jen strokes her hand through my brown lengths. I nod my head slowly my breath becomes more controlled.

"What just happened?" I ask, my brain still spinning.

"You had a panic attack honey, you were think about Davy weren't you?" Donna questions and I nod my head with guilt.

"I couldn't help it, I can't stop today! I just can't stop think about him today," I shrug with a sniffle.

"What you need to is take your situation and turn it into a song, you need to get him off you mind, okay?" Jen says softly. I nod my head slowly and push myself off the cold wall.

"I need to call Mike," I huff as I sniffle again, "we are gonna make a song," I smile at Jen and Donna making them jump for joy.

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