I thought you hate me

Chapter 1

There was this feeling inside of her which squashed her whole chest and let her heart beat strong and painful against her ribs. She was supposed to be happy, right? After all, she got her revenge when she left Kai in the 1903 prison world. At least, that's what she thought for the first 24 hours after their return. Because from now on, this idiot wouldn't be here anymore to lurk around her all the time and fake apologies, only to stab her again afterwards.

But when Bonnie came home and instantly sank into her pillows, she couldn't see anything else but his face. His hopeful expression when he made a compliment about her palms (which she ignored successfully, by the way), his begging for forgiveness when he lay injured under her in the snow and the expression in his eyes when he screamed her name and realized that she was going to leave him there.

She didn't want to feel guilty because of Kai. At least he should know how she felt when he left her in his prison world without any hope for rescue, until she thought that it would be better to end her own life than being alone forever. The loneliness had been terrible. Days, weeks and months had passed in which she hadn't spoken a single word. After some time she even stopped to manage the little calendar Damon and she made after their arrival. All she did was sleeping, eating and function. Just because she got this tiny glimmer of hope that she would someday get the chance to see her friends again.

But Kai didn't have this hope. He knew that she would never come back for him. That he was punished with loneliness – again.

She 'only' spent a few months in this hell, Kai had been there for more than 18 years.

Bonnie stood up and walked swiftly into the kitchen. There was no sense in thinking about this bastard when she actually planned to ban him out of her life forever. She breathed out loudly and opened one of the bottles which were still standing in her cupboard and didn't even bother to get a glass. The alcohol burned her throat and she coughed. Maybe it was not the best idea to silence her thoughts, but her plan still worked. Soon after that, she was laying on her couch, wrapped in warm blankets and without any annoying thoughts, she sighed happily and closed her eyes.

The next morning, Bonnie was aroused by a loud knocking. She yawned tiredly and looked to the clock on the kitchen wall. 06:14 am. She hadn't even slept 4 hours.

The knocking became even louder and stronger and slowly, Bonnie started to worry about her front door. She sighed, crawled out of her blankets and put quickly her clothes in order, before she stumbled to the door. »I'm coming«, she grumbled as she opened the door and saw a very agitated Damon standing in front of her, his hand still raised for another knock.

»It's 6 am! «, she complained and crossed her arms in front of her chest.

»I know, Bon«, Damon gave back teasingly in his typical Damon-way. »Believe me or not, but we have another problem«

Bonnie moaned. »What problem? «

»Ric just called and said that Jo collapsed. «, he explained and Bonnie looked at him, confused. »I don't want to sound heartless, but why should I care? I barely know Jo and even if I would, it would be better to bring her to a doctor, wouldn't it? «

He frowned. »Well, you know, that's the point. Jo isn't physically ill. She rather has a magical problem«

»And that would be? «, she asked.

»Jo is Kai's twin sister, so she's also a part of this Gemini-Clan full of psychopaths. And because Kai is the leader now, he's connected to every one of them«

Bonnie closed her eyes. »Don't say it, Damon«

He continued with his little speech as if she never said something. »If Kai dies, his entire coven will die with him, which includes Jo and Alaric's Baby. And it looks like things aren't too rosy for that little bastard right now.«

Bonnie was angry. Very angry.

»So none of you ever thought about telling me that Alaric's Jo is the same Jo Kai talked about?! « she screamed infuriated and looked angrily from Damon to Elena while Alaric held Jo's Hand who lay on the couch with closed eyes.

»Well first, it wouldn't have been a great idea to overwhelm you with all those things right after you came back and second«, said Damon and shrugged. »we thought that it was kind of obvious.«

Bonnie shook her head and turned to Jo to lay her hand on her forehead. Her skin was strangely pale and cold although she was absolutely healthy.

»Does anyone know if Liv is in the same condition? «, Elena asked finally.

Alaric nodded. »She's feeling the same. She's at our home and Matt and Tyler take care of her. «

»So, then it all has something to do with Kai«, Damon concluded with an ironic grin on his face. »Seems like he didn't handle your little sword fight as well as we thought«

»We have to bring him back«, Elena said and looked at her friend compassionately.

»I know, okay? «, Bonnie gave back frustrated and stood up. »I knew that we would have to get this little bastard back before he would try to kill himself. I'd just hoped that it would take a little longer. «

»Well, actually ...« - »What? «, Bonnie asked sharply. If looks could kill Damon would have landed unconscious on the floor again.

»My mom built herself a kind of doll house while she was there. There are at least five parched vampires in the basement who haven't seen blood for about a century. «

Bonnie looked at him shocked before she started to scream at him: »And you tell me that just now?! «

»Wow, all right, Bon Bon! « Damon raised his hands, reassuringly. »I didn't know that the life of this idiot is so important to you«

»I don't care about him ... but if he dies, his coven will die with him. And that'll be my fault because you always let me in the dark! «

Elena looked guiltily to the ground, but Damon held Bonnie's gaze.

»Listen, I know you don't want to bring him back. But we have to, okay? I'll keep him away from you«

Bonnie crossed her arms in front of her chest again and looked between the two of them, until her gaze finally landed on Jo. She sighed. »Alright, I'll do it. But I'll curse you if you let him come near me again. «

Damon winked. »Promise. «

My first story on Wattpad. What do you guys think? I wrote this a couple of weeks ago, right after the 17th episode and I guess I'll continue writing on it since the latest episodes made me kinda upset [They said Kai was coming back, and I just expected to see him longer than a minute since he hadn't appeared for over a month!].

Btw, if you find any mistakes [wrong words or grammar], don't be too strict. I'm learning english for a couple of years now, but I guess there are always a few mistakes. ;) Whatever, I hope you enjoyed the first chapter, next one's coming soon. :)