Finding Myself.

4.

"Again, thank you so much for your help. I don't know what we would do without you." I sighed softly, shivering to the low degree weather. The sun shined directly on my face, though no help to the cold, my hand rested on my forehead to shield the light from my squinting eyes up to the local garbage men in front of me. I curled the corners of my lips to form a smile and waved them off as they drove down the street, with my sofa for 8 solid years in their trunk. I sighed, turning around to look at Janine.
"You guys, I have to go for a little while.. I'll be back soon. Do you think you can clean up the rest of the house without me?"

"Yea, sure. Where you headed?" Sean shoved his fingers inside of his pockets as a cold wind blew against the earth.

"Don't play." Janine smiled teasingly, giving Sean a playful push. "She's gonna go Netflix and chill with the stud she made out with last night."

"No I am not!" I immediately shouted back. I couldn't help but laugh. I always do when I lie. "I just want to get to know her, is all."

"Mmmhm.. You didn't get to thinking about all that once you went to the back with her."
"Girl, if you don't.."
"Alright, I think what Janine is trying to say is have fun. But you do realize Christmas is around the corner and we haven't even bought the tree yet." Seans words left hid mouth as clouds forming in the cold air. There hasn't been a year since the day I moved from my mothers house that I didn't spend Holidays with these two.

"Relax. It's November. And, I know. I haven't forgot about your gifts either! I'll be back in time to get all of that, I promise."

"Alright then."

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Here I am, laying down next to Keisha, no pants, no shirt, and no idea how I let this happen. We just met a little more than 24 hours ago and my panties are already hanging off the corner of her mattress. But damn.. Was it worth it. My eyes slowly roll to the tv. Martin was on. I couldn't help but think back to what Janine said. I got Netflix and chilled for the first time.

We were supposed to be watching the actual show but, she kept biting on my shoulders, and making me laugh. I love laughing... Anyway, I told her to stop but then she'd just look at me with those seducing eyes and ask..

"Do you really want me to?"
I stared right back, my lips curling into sly smile. I noticed her eyes dropping over slowly and her head leaning forward, so I followed. She is a damn good kisser! Her tongue knew exactly where to go, and in a second so did her hands. Seconds later I was lying on my back, shivering to her nails dragging down the sides of my body, while her lips were in the middle of my breasts, before she practically tore my clothes off my body.

And now. Here I am. Staring blankly at a television with Keisha's thick hands gripping on my hip. This was such a slutty move.. I mean, I'm not that kind of girl. I have my dignity! How did I let this happen?!

"Something wrong..?" Keisha caught on to my thoughts, as they were translated into facial expressions. Damn.. Her voice was so sexy.

"No, nothing." I can't have her think I'm crazy. The stereotypical clingy chick after one night stands is not my thing. "I'm just... trying to remember where my bra is."

"Oh." She sat up and pulled from me, the warmth of her body leaving with her. Bending over the mattress to scoop something off the floor and present to me my new, 45$ VS, no strap nude bra in two pieces.. I couldn't help but burst into laughter.