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its killing me

fun fact: the part of last chapter where ladybug says "we aren't even dating" and alya says "will you be my girlfriend then" is actually how i got asked out by my most recent ex😭😭😭 lesbian things
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Marinette

No, we didn't have sex.

I don't even know how we would have done that to be honest.

It would have to been done in the dark and god, I would rather see AND touch her body rather than to just feel it.

But anyways, after she asked me out, we spent the rest of the night cuddling and talking.

She told me about me (Marinette) and how she told me (Marinette) about her and I (Ladybug) but in a "secretive way".

God, this is so confusing.

I left around 2 AM after realizing that it was in fact a school night and that she (as well as I but she doesn't need to know that) needed to sleep.

I slept like a baby when I got home.

•••

I'm suddenly snapped out of my sleep by a loud pounding coming from the other side of my trap door.

I jump out of bed as a panick response and immediately unlock and open it to see my favourite girl.

"MARINETTE! Guess what happened last night?" Alya squeals.

I rub my eyes, still 80% asleep. "What?" I mumble.

"You remember that person I'm seeing? Well we're dating now!" Alya smiles widely.

My eyes widen as I wake up.

We're dating now.

"Oh my god that's amazing!" I reply excitingly.

This is so weird.

"I'm sorry I can't tell you who it is, it's killing me!" she says, falling into my couch.

"It better be a celebrity or something because I want to know too," I roll my eyes.

"....Something like that," Alya replies suspiciously.

I guess I kind of am a celebrity.

I sit down next to her and stare at her. Her shirt is slightly lifting showing her mid drift, her pants are tight but not too tight and she's wearing the same converse she's worn since she came out of the womb.

She sits up and catches me staring. "What is it, is the fit bad?" she asks, dusting herself off.

"No no, I was just admiring it actually," I fib.

"Oh good, I'm so exhausted I threw on whatever was next to my bed," she chuckles.

"Oh shit, what time is it?" I question, getting up and searching for my phone.

"7:43. I came early because I knew you would be late," she winks.

My heart flutters and I turn away to hide my red cheeks.

"Now get dressed, I'm not going to be late," Alya says, turning around to face the wall to give me privacy.

I become disappointed when she turns around but quickly roll my eyes to myself as I would probably be confused if she didn't.

I put on a warm knitted sweater paired with oversized jeans. I grab my bag while putting my hair half up.

"Ready," I say in the silence.

She turns around and glances up at me. Her face turns soft as she looks at me.

"Wow, I love your hair like that," she quietly mentions.

I feel my face heating and I immediately walk towards the mirror to pretend to fix it. "Thank you, it's quick and my hair is short enough that it's super easy," I ramble on.

I look at her in the mirror to see her staring at me with eyes that she's never looked at me with before.

Eyes that she looks at Ladybug with.

I clear my throat and open the hatch leading downstairs. "We can grab something from the bakery before we go to school," I yell to her as I walk down the stairs.

She quickly gets up and walks behind me as we head downstairs.

I turn to look at her. Her face seems confused and paralyzed. "Alya, are you okay?" I ask her, stopping mid-stairs.

"Y-yeah, I think I'm just overtired," she fake laughs.

My eyebrows raise but I let it go, knowing that there isn't anytime to worry about this right now.

We grab croissants from a fresh sheet my dad left out and walk out the door.