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Y/n's pov: Currently me and ash's relationship has been at its worst. Me and ash have argued over and over night after night everyday, n we don't have a reason, ashtray is always talking shit then I say smt back defending myself n he talks it 'offensive' as if he just didn't say smt offensive to me this is me and ash's argument rn.
Ash was on his game n I was watching TikTok's "FUCK" he yelled as he died "can u just shit the fuck up we all get it!!" I raised my voice "bitch what" he said "don't fucking call me a bitch u fucking cunt" I yelled he had walked over to me standing over me kinda and I stood up he was just a little taller.
"Why can't we ever have a fucking day without fighting for fucking sake" I yelled in his face kinda "well if u don't shut the fuck up sometimes and stop being such a slut" I was shocked "I'm not a fucking slut have u seen me going around flirting with other fucking people u are always flirting with other girls n when ur not sober u always tryna fuck them" I yelled right in his face. And he fucking slapped me he's never ever put a hand on me u less it's like cuddling or kissing or smt couples do.
My eyes were glossy I had my hand on my cheek, I tried so hard not to cry but tears just came out "m-ma i- i" "no ash, we're done I tried so fucking hard to keep our relationship together and every single time I come here ur either drunk or has a girl over I cried ever fucking night bc of ur bullshit. I want my all my tears back that I cried" Was it my fault or his..??
"But m-ma I love u" he said almost on the verge of tears "u don't care , u never did. U don't give a Damn about me" I said still crying "but ma I've always loved u n cared" he said as a tear slipped out "then where did that love go?? Hmh" I asked he was silent. I nodded and left and that was the end of that
2 years later I ofc still miss ashtray but after what he did to me, I just don't think we gonna work I mean it was a very toxic relationship but I was with maddy and I was scrolling through pictures of me and ash "girl Ik u still ain't thinking bout ash." She said I nodded "I am" I said back "u gotta let it go" I was on the verge of tears "but..we keep this love in a photograph.." I said as I showed her the pictures "we made those memories for our selves" I said as a tear slipped out maddy just rubbed my back "I miss him." I said while crying "girly Ik but he freaking slapped u y'all are really toxic" she said
"Maddy look I agree with u 100% but u and Nate are together n he does worse" she just was silent.
A/n How was this I actually kinda like this is ash and y/n gonna get back tg one day maybe a pt 2.??
