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Gone but i still miss u - JV -

Song - limerence - Yves Tumor

Javons pov:
I was at home, crying I've been crying since she died. Y/n Y/l/n died 2 months ago and I still haven't moved on I picked up my phone went to my albums and clicked on her album

"Look at the video, it's recording right now Babe! Look" she said laughing "u don't wanna be on camera??" She laughed "I love u" I said "I love u too" she said kissing me "the fuck are u looking like that for??" She laughed again I smiled n fell back asleep "baby, baby! No get get up" she said jumping on me I laughed "yk ima put all these videos together??" She said n smiled jeez I love her smile "what u mean baby??" "Like throw all of em we made n put 'em together" "as we get older n older n older" she took a pause "I gotta bunch of videos n photos of us together" I smiled "well since u not gonna talk this is my boyfriend, future hubby n we been together for..1 year or more" we both smiled "pls say something baby" she said looking at me since I was already looking at her "I love u more than I love myself" n I kissed her " I love u"

The video ended.. then daelo came in my room "hey wanna- wait wanna y are u crying??" Daelo said "I miss her.." I said crying daelo hugged me and I cried on his shoulder "srry Ik u think it's stupid for me to crying on ur shoulder" I said wiping my eyes "no it's not we all miss her wanna but we all thought u would be over with this by now" I shook my head

"daelo u don't understand she was the first girl I actually loved, that I wanted to marry, have kids with, have a house together, be with each other until we died with eachother but now that's not possible.." I said looking down then someone else came in "hey have u seen- daelo y is wanna crying??" Jaden asked "u know why it's because of y/n/n" I cried a little more just by hearing her name jaden came over and sat on my bed and hugged me "wanna it's going to get better it just takes some time" I nodded "ig" I shrugged

After they left I continued looking at TikTok's,videos,photos, etc. it still didn't help that I thought I saw her "hi baby" she said "no no no.." "pls baby this might be the only chance I can get to talk to u before I have to go" she said and held my hand "so are u actually real and not my imagination.." I asked she nodded "Ik I might be gone but just know I'll watch over u I'll always be with u Forever even if it is just in ur heart but I swear I'll be there real or not" I looked at her but she kissed me it actually felt like her. I knew it was her. "I love u but I have to go" she said "wait!! Hold on I just wanted to say I'll always miss u, you'll always be in my heart, I'll think about u everyday every chance I'll get to go to ur grave I will I love u so so much I wish u didn't go but if it was ur time ig u had to.." I said n then she was gone

Y/n's pov:
Ik how much wanna and his family missed me but most of all my love I wish I didn't have to go but idk everyday since I died I was with him and I made sure he knew it I would either move things while he was in the room or try and show myself until one day I popped up after he was watching videos of me and him "hi baby.." I said "no no no.." he said I could tell he was much more hurt I thought he was going to be "pls baby this might be the only time I get to talk to u  before I have to go" I said and held his hand

"so are u actually real and not my imagination.." he said and I nodded "Ik I might be gone but just know I'll watch over u I'll always be with u Forever even if it is just in ur heart but I swear I'll be there real or not" I thought if I could kiss him since yk I'm gone but since I was here, noticeable I might aswell try, it succeeded "I love u but I have to go" I said "wait!! Hold on I just wanted to say I'll always miss u, you'll always be in my heart, I'll think about u everyday every chance I'll get to go to ur grave I will I love u so so much I wish u didn't go but if it was ur time ig u had to.." He said I was going to say something but I was already gone if only we hadn't gone out that day..

A/n
Not me crying while making this🥲but srry if it's not that good I tried I'm not very good with like sad stories so let me know how this went (vote pls (only if u want ) ty)