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I stared at the ceiling with my hand behind my head as I lay in bed naked with Lisa fast asleep beside me. Despite being exhausted from our little session not too long ago, I couldn't get a wink of sleep. My mind was too occupied with processing what had happened.
Once again, I broke and violated one of my rules and crossed a boundary I promised I wouldn't cross.
Was it dumb?
Yes, it was.
Did I regret it?
I honestly didn't have an answer to it because I wasn't sure what to feel about it. I wasn't going to deny that I was attracted to Lisa and from the looks of it, she also felt the same attraction I had towards her, but I knew that there wasn't anything beyond that attraction, at least I think so. It was too early to tell since we both didn't know what we (myself especially) didn't know what we wanted from this relationship and each other or what it was going to mean for the both of us going forward.
But one thing I knew for certain was that my relationship with Lisa was not going back to normal. There was no way I was going to pretend that nothing ever happened between us. I can certainly put on an act to have people believe that nothing was going on between us, but deep down, in my mind, it wasn't going to be easy forgetting let alone erasing our intimacy from my head. It wasn't going to be easy to push the thought at the back of my head because the memories and feelings still felt fresh in my head.
The way her eyes burned with lust and desire, the way her soft and sweet lips felt against my own, the way her body moved and squirmed as she mimicked my strokes.
My God, the way she screamed and moaned my name as I screwed her senseless in her bed. Most of the women I slept with never said let alone moaned my name during sex (mainly because I avoided giving my name to them to keep my distance). I never really saw the appeal of doing so nor cared for it. But something about hearing my name coming from Lisa's lips just felt right. I don't why, it just did.
