Obscurity

PROLOGUE

One that is obscure ... peppered with quotes from ... heavy hitters, as well as some downright obscurities. The quality or state of being obscure, novels that have faded into obscurity, ambiguity, ambiguousness, darkness, equivocalness, equivocation, inscrutability, inscrutableness,
murkiness, mysteriousness, nebulosity, nebulousness, obliqueness, obliquity, opacity, opaqueness. In recent years, the tradition has emerged from obscurity. He has been living in relative obscurity in a small town in the mountains. After a promising first
novel, she faded into obscurity.
In the Theofanis Street, where my family lives. I, Bella James will be a college graduate, 21 years old, tomorrow is the graduation ceremony but I'm not feeling excited, I feel something. I can't explain it, I feel weird but something is up to me, something is up to that ceremony. I feel darkness and evil, I feel the devils in that ceremony. I don't know but
what I feel is true, It has impact but I ignored it. The night before the graduation, I fell asleep. In the middle of the night, I had a nightmare, a bad nightmare. It was about the Graduation, I am sitting on the chair
and Jessica my classmate is on my right crying, I don't know why she's crying. I hugged her and asked "Why are you crying" and suddenly she stopped. Jessica stand up and walked straight to the stage, she was so weird, she walked continuously to the Stage without calling her name. The teacher asked her "What's the problem?" but she didn't replied and walked continuously until she gets to the stage. She screamed loudly and it's killing our ears, her voice is changing, became demonic scream. The sky became dark and the lights died. It's fully dark, and Jessica
stopped screaming. I can't see anything and my ear hurts, after a few seconds the lights opened and suddenly Jessica appeared at my back and swallowed me... And I woke up, My face became pale, I'm so scared I thought I already woke up but No, I'm still at the nightmare. I am in an abandoned factory, it's so dark here and unpleasant smell. I smell dead
bodies, I also smelled death. I walked around the factory, And I heard someone walking, running , faster. I got scared and terrified, the sound was like running unto me, I saw the shadow, it's scary , it was a
monster. It's running to me, I ran. But it's so fast and looks like it will get me, and boom it got me. It's face was so creepy, it was a girl, and it's looking to me while holding me. And she said to me, "I am Bella James, You Are Me and I Am You, And This Is Your Fate". I screamed loudly, I am very scared and God I am gonna die with this nightmare. I am running out
of breath and dying, and still I'm not waking up.. In my nightmare, The Monster that was Future me is laughing and saying. "See, Look At Me, This form will be your form in the future. It's fate hahahaha, You can't
escape your fate, You will be a monster, killing people even your own family hahahaha", "No!" I replied, She grabbed my hand and showed me the bodies that she killed "See this bodies, this is the people's I killed and so do you, this dream has a purpose. This is the warning of your own fate, and even you do anything, as I said, you can do nothing to
change it, Haha even innocent Mama and Papa, and my two little brothers and 1 little youngest sister, I killed all of them... And so do you!!!!! Hahahaha" "No, this can't be real this is just a nightmare" I replied "Yes
dear, this is a nightmare a dream, but this is also your future".
And I woke up, I breath hardly. I get to Irvin's Bedroom, and checked him. Irvin is one of my little brothers, 9 years old. We are four, Me, Irvin and two others. I checked him and ensured that he is safe, despite of my nightmare, I got a phobia about it. Next Philip, 4 years old, the third in
four. He was still up, I saw him playing his Big Robot toy, I asked "why are you still up?", "I'm not sleepy yet" he replied, "Do you want me to tell you a story?" I asked, "Yes yes Please"... He was so happy, I started reading his favorite, After I finished reading, he fell asleep. "Have a sweet
dream my dear", I checked next my youngest sister Maryam, a 2 years old baby. She was so cute, I stared at her, and suddenly felt dizzy and baby Maryam became dead body, scary and no-life body, a bloody body. I screamed and cried, and I woke up standing and staring Baby the baby. I
brewed some milk and drink straight. This day is very weird, back to bed and sleep. Tomorrow morning, I'm going to the Dress Shop to buy some beautiful twinkling Dress for my Special Graduation even I feel ughh I don't want to talk about it, just ignore it. Anyways, while I'm brushing my
teeth, I'm thinking about my bad dream last night, thinking about what that creepy lady said to me. Is that really true that my fate is to be a monster?, really? because what I saw to her is impossible, I saw her like in a horror movie on cinemas that making the people scream in it's jumpscares. I
stared at the mirror, I feel dizzy and having hallucination again just like last night while checking Baby Maryam and the surroundings became dark and I closed my eyes. It became night and the bathroom is bloody, I'm hearing whispering. It's indistinct and I can't hear it straight,
my sight is blurry and my head aches. "Ha Ha Ha, Aren't you going to surrender?" "Stupid, Why can't you just go with the flow, come on" I'm freaked out