Dangerous Dreams [WayV X Male Reader]

"Finding The Real Fantasy"

As the event happened as usual,M/N was right in between Kun and Xiaojun even if he already had his album signed entirely.He was silent which was pretty understandable,Kun turned to him when he noticed that a fan seemed a bit worried for him "Hey,buddy.Do you need anything?Are you hungry?Maybe thirsty?".M/N shook his head but said no words,the innocent fan brought out the extra sweets she bought "Please have some of these,it's not only WayV that worries about you".M/N forced himself to take them and pocketed all of them into his pocket,knowing well he'd only be eating them right after the fan meeting.He watched as each fan seemed to have their eyes on him,he didn't care at all and simply stayed silent.Little did he know,something unexpected would happen sooner or later.

Once every album was signed,the boys took the stage and started giving fan service.M/N stayed right by the tables since he was way too scared to stand up,Kun noticed his shaky hands and went to him "Hey,is everything alright?".M/N nodded his head but Kun could tell his response wasn't entirely true,he stood him up and brought him right at the front of the stage "Guys,are we starting to forget that he's here with us?".Winwin could see right through his words and instantly played along "Forget?As if I'd ever lose a memory of someone as special as him!",he kneeled down right in front of him and held his cheeks "Are you sad that we've been ignoring you,cupcake?Hm?".M/N was silent which Winwin took to his advantage,he easily carried him despite his rather tall height and smiled at him "Woah,you're heavier than you used to be when I met you as a nineteen-year-old!Have you been working out?".M/N could see the expression in his eyes and sighed internally,already accustomed to the fact that he needed to play along unless he wanted to lose a life.He spoke 'shyly' "Y-y-yes.....a lot,actually....",he went back on his feet and took off his coat.Everyone was shocked to hear his answer,only to become appalled when M/N revealed his abs and biceps like it was nothing.Yangyang instantly hid behind Lucas since no member has seen him in such a way "Those are like fake,right?",M/N sighed and raised his shirt up entirely "Is this body anywhere near fake near to you?".Kun wasted no time to bring him behind the tables and fixed his clothes,however,he wasn't neither angry nor upset with him.He bore a soft grin as he fixed his tuck to make it even "Seems like someone has been doing some things behind our backs,huh?",M/N scoffed "You never asked if I worked out,it's entirely your fault.Plus,I never visit these days because of my job as a journalist".Kun pat his abs through his shirt "Don't worry,we'll be seeing those later when you stay the night at our place.We deserve to see them as well,you know",M/N rolled his eyes and sat back down since he got a sudden message and Kun was clearly not joking with what he said.

TIMESKIP

Right after the fan meeting ended,they were all backstage and Kun just had to pop the question up at the inappropriate time "So.....what made you react like that a while ago?".Ten turned to him in shock "Kun,what-",the leader raised his eyebrow "What?I'm just concerned and curious,I want to help him properly if it ever happens again".The fan sighed and spoke bravely "I've been hiding something from all of you,I never thought I'd be saying it right then and now but...here goes nothing",he started speaking about the past he wanted to keep behind the curtains and he could tell that he would lose control of himself once he went further and further past his experience.To no avail,he barely held it together as he spat everything out of his mouth.He just had to break down mid-way the end,making himself look more miserable than he already was.Needless to say,his bravery was used for the good of his own safety but nowhere near was it to good for his own mental state.

After everything left his mouth,he was sobbing heavily on the floor while being in Ten's arms like a scared child.His hair was messy and his body was shaking slightly,obvious signs that he was hiding too much pain inside.Kun kneeled next to him and rubbed his back "It's okay,we're here for you",M/N continued to let out his tears until he managed to calm himself,he sat back down on the couch with his makeup entirely ruined and energy spent.Xiaojun rushed by his side "Should I go get your stuff at your car so you can fix your makeup?",M/N nodded without saying anything which was enough for Xiaojun.Kun was a bit worried that he was still in slight pain and hugged him "It's okay,you have us now.We'll get you to stay at the apartment right next to our dorm and keep watch on you,it'll be better than being alone to bear all those nasty nightmares",M/N softly spoke "How about my stuff?".The idol raised his chin while smiling "I'll get them moved and arranged the same way it's arranged at your place,I'll even make sure that your apartment stays yours.We'll pay half the bill so we could help you in terms of finances somehow,school and the therapy we'll be getting for you might be expensive if we don't know the price per session",the younger simply nodded and didn't mind when he got a peck on his lips.Kun laughed as he cupped his cheeks "Look at how squishy your face is,I could just lose it and accidentally pull it off",Yangyang stared at him with disgust "Kun-ge,that sounds so scary from someone like you".M/N laughed under his breath "Who ever said that he wasn't scary?Do you not remember how angry he was when you got my favorite sweater wet back when I was nineteen?",Yangyang went silent as he acted like he didn't remember one of his embarrassing moments.Kun sweetly sat right next to him and fixed his coat "We should be buying more of these in other colors,you always wear clothes that easily get stained",M/N rubbed his neck "Heh.....I guess I really trust myself with having no chances of making a single mess".He heard rushing footsteps and saw Xiaojun with a small bag in his hand "Oh,seems like he used his long legs to his advantage",M/N went to get it before going right to the chair that Kun sat on.Winwin fixed the height for him and simply waited if he needed any assistance,that being rare from someone as productively independent as M/N.

As M/N fixed himself up,he was able to look like the way he was before but he was still bothered by what he had to tell so bravely.Winwin stood right next to him and looked at him "Don't feel like you made a mistake,M/N.It was right to tell us all about your pain,we don't want you to be carrying all that the entire time you stay by our side",he kneeled down and booped his nose "You're our small little baby,no matter how old you get or how tall you become".M/N pouted as he looked away "Yeah,as if......",Kun stood up with his arms crossed "Are you really having the bravery to act like we hate you?".He went to him and looked straight in his eyes "Answer me,cupcake.Do you really think acting like we don't love you for who you are?",M/N gulped as he saw the expression in his eyes and thought : "Lord....take the wheel"