Well, here we are. The last time I edited this was in 2019, and I'm pretty sure that was 9th grade/beginning of 10th grade (also it literally look 5 tries for me to spell "beginning"). Well, it's August of 2022, and I'm back.
So to let's catch up. I graduated high school bitcheeesssss!!!!! fina-fucking-ly. high school is such a weird thing. there's so much happening all the time. everything is such a big deal, and i've sooooo grown out of like, ig caring for things? i still care, i still put forth effort and all that, but i guess i'm more "que sera sera!" typa bitch. i'll let things happen, and i'll react how i feel. let it be baby. idk the mentality is really bc i do drugs. i don't think acid and psycadelics are like, some third eye opening, seeing god, ego death spiritual rebirth BLAH BLAH BALH- BUT. but. they do change your outlook on some things. idk i feel more tapped in. i feel more lax. i feel better honestly. but that type of stuff has n o t h i n g on a blunt. mama, weed is my partner in crime till the day i die.
anyways, away from all that.
i move into my dorm on sunday, and i'm soooo ready to get the fuck ouuttttt. even with a roommate (who is super cool and amazing and a commie) i will be out of the house and living sorta on my own which is enough for me! bitch i'm chompin at the bit. the idea of college is daunting. i feel like the three months in between the worst 4 years of my life and the next 4 years is much much MUCH too short. like, y'all couldn't give us at leat 4 months??? like bye. but i am ready to start. just ready to start a new chapter (*wink).
speaking of college, i think i'll start keeping up with this a little more. i was just going to let it be a thing that was for me and i just like, updated every so often just for the fuck of it, but i need a place to put all my thoughts. i'll def be writing a smut or too as well but yall prolly wont get that hahaha yall cant see my sexy sexy thoughts.
ill talk about everything on here, and it might get a lil personal, but you read the title AND the other chapters so what now bitch? poetry, short stories, rants, the whole mf shabang.
but for now, i'll leave you. maybe ill update in a few days, maybe at the end of the semester, maybe at the end of college! congrats on the bachelors if future me actually does forget.
all the best,
Wynonna
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so this is life.
Diversosyour about to read entries about happy, sad, and crazy shit going on or that went on in my life. i'm sorry if something may not suit your fancy, but you chose to read these entries. thank you- emerald
