I was sitting alone in the hospital's private room. My heart was still throbbing but tears weren't falling anymore. A lot thoughts were running around my head but I couldn't focus on one. I don't know what to do anymore. What is life without Eunbyeol?what now?
In between my thoughts the door suddenly burst open and Hayoonchul stepped in. Our eyes met and I saw anger carved in his eyes.
"Cheonseojin" he said with hatred in his tone.
He ran forward and held me by the neck, choking me. But instead of struggling to let go of his grip I said,
"Go on kill me I'm the reason why you're daughter is dead,"
Hearing those words I saw pity in his eyes. He let me down. I always blame him in everything. Even though I know I am vulnerable,I'll always find a way to give him the blame. But this time I admit that I am the reason why Eunbyeol is dead.
"Why did you let me down?!" I screamed. "Our daughter is dead because of my past actions. Because she couldn't take the pressure I gave her,the problems I gave her. She took her own life but I am the murderer."
"Seojina"he said while tears fell from his eyes.
"If your not gonna do it,I will"I said while looking around the room. I saw a ballpen on a desk and took it. I attempted to stab my wrist with it but a pair of strong arms stopped me. I struggled to let go of Yoonchul's grip but he was stronger. I dropped the pen and fell on my knees crying.
"I should have died not eunbyeol. She was so young and innocent. My poor baby didn't get the chance to fulfill her dreams. And its all my fault I-Im the w-worst I said in between my sobs,"I bargained.
Yoonchul bent down and pulled me into his arms. "Im sorry" he said while tapping my back.
I wanted to tell him he shouldn't be but words failed me. I felt comfortable in his arms. It was like one of the knives stabbing my heart was gone, but then again there was still many.
My daughter is dead. I can't see her anymore. I can't cook for her anymore. I can't teach her anymore. But in order to move on I need to accept her death. How? Accepting a love one's death is the hardest but in the end acceptance is the only option.
_______END OF CHAPTER TWO_______
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A Mother's Pain
FanfictionAs the result of her mother's pass actions that caused her too much pressure and trauma. Ha Eunbyeol takes her own life. How can Cheon Seo Jin cope with the fact that her daughter died because of her? (PS) The first two parts of my story is inspired...
