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Amaya's p.o.v
"It's still going to be there no matter how long you stare at it." Someone said as they took a seat besides me at the bar.
"I'm not supposed to be drinking it." I whisper looking up at a beautiful girl. Her hair was a little messy and she had no make up on but she had a smile that showed she had a good night.
"Oh. Do mind if I ask why ?" She asked after thanking the bar tender for the drink.
"I'm pregnant." I say with a sad smile and tears in my eyes. After I told Kentrell we argued and he told everyone I wasn't shit because I said I didn't want to keep the baby. If he knew I was here right now he'd probably kill me. My sister and the girls said they supported whatever decision I made but of course Kentrell's friends said I'm always looking for a way to hurt him.
"Mmm so what made you come to the bar of all places? Jamaica has so much to offer a bar is not really the place for a pregnant girl." Well damn I couldn't tell if she was judging me or not.
"All my girls are out with their boo's and my baby father can't be bothered with me. I don't want the baby but he doesn't get that."
"Ughh men. I was engaged before I left Atlanta. He cheated with my roommate at school... we tried to make it work."
"Were you friends with the girl?"
"Not really she hated me since the beginning of freshman year." She shock her head and laughed unbothered by it. I smiled she seemed so confident I mean she's pretty enough to be.
"My baby father had a couple kids on me." I say looking down.
"And... you're still with him?"
"Some what. I know don't judge me. Everyone thinks I'm a bad person because I chose myself and chose to protect my daughter maybe I was but I don't know." We laughed and talked about our problems for awhile moving to a booth and having breakfast together.
"Amaya." Kentrell said coming through the door with a mug on his face. Rolling my eyes I take a deep breath.
"Hey I'm Alex." She puts her hand out and he just looks at her before looking at me.
"You've been out all night."
"How'd you find me ?"
"If you trying to hide from a nigga you probably should turn ya location off."
"That's my cue. I'll pay for the food and you have my number girly. Use it." Alex says grabbing her things and leaving.
"So you just gonna ignore me for the rest of the trip?" He said taking Alex's place in front of me.
"No I just needed my space." I truthfully didn't want to talk to him anymore I wanted to go home if I'm keeping it all the way real.
"Why you always run away from me when shit get tough? I thought we was doing good?"
"I don't know what you are talking about Kentrell." I never want to admit I run away from my problems sometimes, but Kentrell is always starting shit. I don't understand why I can't just leave him alone why he won't leave me be. I hate that through everything I still love him.
He laughs shaking his head. "Now you don't know what I'm talking bout. Yo I can't win with you. Everytime shit don't go ya way you fucking run." He scoffs rubbing his face. I can tell he was frustrated.
"In the beginning I did nothing but stuck beside you. What my daughter got like 10 siblings now from different women?"
"Bro stop playing with me before I make a scene. We can never have a good moment.
"You always ruining it." We say at the same time finally looking eachother in the eye. I bite my bottom lip to keep my emotions at bay.
"Then why do you want to be with me? Why do you want another baby?" I sass getting ready to get up not really wanting to answer.
"Because I fucking love you and I want to try. Why won't you let me try?" He says getting up standing in front of me so I won't leave.
"After 3 years of you just straight cheating on me what do you expect? Me to trust that you gonna keep yo dick to your self? Come on Kentrell be fucking for real."
"Let me prove I'm being real. When we get back move in with me. What's mine is yours let me take care of you, my daughter, and the baby."
"I don't want your money Kentrell I want to go to college and be able to take care of myself. I don't want to depend on anyone." At this point we had people watching us being nosey but Kentrell didn't give not one fuck. I'm lucky he not screaming and flipping shit.
"Okay get ya own money and will go half on everything you don't like the house I'm at now will get a new one. Whatever you want but you got to give me a real chance." I can tell he was being genuine it's going to take a minute before I really trust a man again. I want to say yes but I'm scared I don't feel like getting hurt again and it seems like every time I'm with him I get hurt.
"I want to but-"
"No buts I'm not taking that it's either yes or no."
"Okay fine will move into your house for six months if it goes good will look into getting something else." I say looking up at him he looks happy but he has tears in his eyes.
"I'm down." He pulls me in kissing me three times. "Can we go enjoy Jamaica now?" He ask pointing outside.
"Yeah there's a couple things I saw on my way here I want to try." I grab his hand and we walk outside into the warm weather. I look up at him as we wait to get picked up. I hope I made the right decision.
"Oh I want to build my house by the way." I say smiling and he laughs.
"Bet."
A/N hey loves missed me? I was waiting on a couple more view before I dropped the next chapter. I had to make sure people were still interested. Any who I want you guys to pick who plays Alex and whoever I choose I'll give the person who chose them a shout out and dedicate the next chapter to them. Happy new years wish you all an amazing year🎉❤️
