the cause of my euphoria | jk x reader

Chapter 11: No answer

Your P.O.V

Jungkook hasn't answered me in days but there has been no answer. I don't know why or what I did for him to completely ignore me but it was starting to upset me.

I began to listen magic shop but that just made me even more upset

I threw my phone on my bed and rolled over.Wow it had to be me to think I was worth anything to an celebrity.

I felt tears sting my eyes until my eyes were clouded over with the hot, sticky tears that now fell down my cheeks. Leaving a trail behind them.

I wiped the tears away when I heard knock on my bedroom door. My mom had her head poked around the corner with a letter clutched in her hand.

"I have a letter for you, sweetie" She said as she noticed how awful I looked. She sat beside me on the bed and placed the letter on my lap.

"Whats wrong" She asked rubbing my knee with her thumb something she used to do when I was a kid to calm me down.

"He hasn't answered me in days" I say and sigh.

My mom looked at me as her expression softened "You have to give boys time reply to these things so maybe wait a week and then message. If you get no answer then I suggest maybe messaging one of the guys" she tells me and then gets up and walks out.

I stare at the letter that was now on my lap. I picked it up and opened it. I pulled out a neatly folded piece of paper and unfolded it carefully before reading it;

Hi Y/N,

Its Jimin I decided to write you a letter instead of messaging you on instagram. I would like to say that Jungkook didn't deserve you. Hes been purposely ignoring your messages and everytime I tried calling him out on it he gets angry. He should of told you this himself. I didn't want to keep this a secret because I care about you alot. I would never ever ignore you!

- Jimin :)

I read the letter and a gasp left my mouth. Hes been doing this on purpose, maybe theres someone else on his mind?

Jungkooks P.O.V

I've heard my phone vibrate several times this week as I knew it was Y/N it absolutely killed me to force myself to ignore her but its for her own safety.

"Are you gonna answer that?" Jimin asked as he sat on the floor studying. I heard his pencil scratch along the paper as he hummed to himself.

"I've clearly made up my mind" I snapped, feeling my fingers nails pressing into my palm. I turned around and laid down in my bed. Facing the wall so Jimin didn't see me cry.

Tears rolled down my cheeks. I sniffled.

"Jungkook are you okay?" Jimin asked. I heard footsteps come over to the bed and stop.

"No Jimin i'm not" I mumbled. I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Its okay, I'm here! You shouldn't be forcing yourself to do this I know how much its eating you up inside" Jimin said.

He was right it was eating me up inside. I felt crushed.

I rolled over and looked at Jimin standing beside the bed.