Kiss My Threats

Chapter 37

I've been waiting for this day, this day, I was going to speak my mind, which is basically the truth but after my lectures, I haven't seen Phil today at all but I knew he was present.

"Dian!" I called one of his friends when I hadn't seen him for half of the day. Kyle slowly turns to me before his brown eyes set on me.

"Sup."

"Have you seen Phil so-"

"I was wondering why you called me in the first place. Then I remember it was my guy's girl." He said.

"Have you seen Phil?" I asked again.

"Sure he went to eat but he will be back in a-" he breathed, ''uhh, here he is " he said before raising his hand while my eyes followed who he did that for before it landed on him. My chest started to do its madness now, I was scared Kyle was going to notice my chest pumping but he was focused on something else. I was curious as to how shy he has that irritated look on his face? Was it because of me? My heart stung when I saw him exchange a few words with some guy who didn't look pleased either before he pushed the guy and walked off with a frustrated look on his face. He didn't seem to notice me because when he did, he stopped walking and I had to go meet him. His bulging eyes look down at me before he finally blinks.

"Hi." I said since he didn't look like he was going to say anything. Only God knows what he would be feeling. I tried to smile to encourage myself but that didn't seem to work so I kept a straight face at him.

His frustrated look started to fade away and I guess he was having an argument with that guy, "how are yiu?" I asked.

He just nodded, "better." Well he doesn't sound like he's better but he's just saying it because he's Phil.

"Can we talk somewhere else? Like-" he cuts me off and pulls my hand before leading us to a more secluded area. I wish I had something to do, to at least slow down the rate of my chest heaving very hard and fast and the fear igniting in my system. How do I go about this?

"I shd st-"

"Just calm down." He told me and after that, silence. You could hear the silence as he focused on me. I nod my head.

"I'm gonna tell you everything, from the start.. okay?" He looked at me before I felt a thumb grazing over my mind. He was trying to calm me I guess.

''Just few days before Faith's death, I started getting threat letters and it didn't stop after her death and it was clear my threatener knew who Sharon was, he told me he killed her and I don't know why he did so, he didn't stop threatening me that if I tell anyone, he was going to kill me in my sleep and ruin my family and that scared me, it kept happening again and I kept quiet about it, I didn't tell anyone, not even my mom and when I was about to tell her, it was the day my dad got into an accident and after that day, I knew better to keep my mouth shut because it was like he knew I was going to tell mom and he probably planned that so I won't say anything, the threats continues and the guy continues to see me in the midnights without revealing himself and the time he did that, that was the last time I saw him. He never appeared again nor did he send me any message and when he revealed himself, it was you I saw and that was when I knew and believed that, the source of your problems come from the people you love and the people you don't expect. With that sadistic smile on his face, you didn't deny that it wasn't you and-"

"You still think it's me?" He said like he had expected it. "I understand why you didn't tell anyone but you keeping this to yourself didn't help you either way."

''i didn't also believe it was you when-"

"Stop saying it's me, that's the problem we
have, you know it isn't me and you keep saying it's me." I saw his fist forming so I took in a breath.

"If I say sorry, it isn't going to change anything." I said. "I know it can't be you, but- I saw, see okay I saw your very same eyes, your hair, your nose, your everything and it appeared to be you."

He nods his head, "and if I say it was me what are you gonna do about that?"