**suicidal thoughts and attempted cutting are in this chapter so if that offends anyone. I'm sorry. And if anyone cuts, You are amazing as you are and I love you! Be strong**
Emily p.o.v
As soon as the car stops I open the doors and run into the house as I hear pounding footsteps and my name being called. I run in my room and lock the door as I fall to the ground crying
"They are right. They are right all of what they said is true!" I scream as I sit on my carpeted floor a wet, horrible mess.
"No your not Em. Open the door. Please" I hear a voice say softly from the other side of the door
Nash.
"No go away. I don't want to see anyone. Leave me alone!" I yell as the tears streak down my face
"No I can't. I can't let you just sit there and cry. It brakes my heart Em!" He yells through the door
"Why?!" I yell "why can't you! I am, I am everything those pretty, skinny girls said about me and they are right about my parents to. I'm sure they found me repulsive" I choke out. "Why don't I just die now. You know I can do it so many ways and no one will fucking give a shit. I could cut too deep or, or I could just slit my throat or hell, I could get my belt and fucking hang myself right here right fucking now" I yell as I cry on the floor. With Nash and now Hayes banging on the other side of it. I get up and find my shaver. I throw it against the floor and it brakes apart I pick up a blade and hold it to my wrist. 'One cut and it's all over, and I can see my family again' I think as the boys yell at me to open the door. But then I remember what my mum and dad said to me about cutting. They told me that if I ever did cut they would not like for me to do it ever again and that I would be in deep shit. so I took a minute to think, I blanked out the boys yelling and hitting the door and I just thought;
Who would even miss me?
Well maybe all my friends would and the boys and maybe even Elizabeth and Will and Hayes, I know sky will she is adorable and Nash? He said he would. The chances of me regretting it. Are quite high but I can't do it as much as I want to, I can't.
As I zone back in to the world I hear a click and everyone runs in except little sky.
Will runs and takes the blade from my hand and takes the ones from the floor aswell, Nash, Hayes and Elizabeth all run over to make sure I haven't done anything but I start to cry again. Nash pulls me in and hugs me so tight it's like he has almost lost the love of his life. Yeah right..
"Shh it's ok, it's ok, I got you Em your safe it's ok" he repeats as I hug his torso as we sit on the ground.
Nash lets go and Hayes pulls me into a hug.
"Em don't do that ever again ok. I don't know what I would ever do ok?" He says soothingly as I nod on his chest
"Hunny please don't do that ever, ever again" Elizabeth speaks as she hugs me and Will walks over to
"Hey Emily I know I don't really talk to you that much but kid we will miss you so much. Nash will be beside himself though" he hugs me and makes me laugh.
"I'm sorry guys" i say looking down as a final tear escapes
"It's ok just don't worry is like that please" Elizabeth says
"Ok" I faintly smile as everyone leaves except Nash.
"Please Em, promise me you won't ever do that to us or me again" he says hugging me once again. "I don't know what I would do without you. Em I love you" he says looking me dead in the eye
"I love you too Nash"
"No. Not like a friend way or a sister way, Em I'm in love with you and if anything happened to you I-i-i don't know what I would do because I would lose the love of my life. Em I'm in love with you so bad I can't think straight when I'm near you and I want you to feel special when I buy you gifts and stupid sappy stuff like that and-" I cut him off by latching my lips onto his as he cups the side of my face with his hands. We pull away and look into each other's eyes.
"Nash shut up" I laugh as he looks at the floor sorta upset of my reaction after his heartfelt speech that melted my once broken heart. I pull his face up softly so he looks at me in the eyes before I speak to him my feelings I have had since we first met,
"I'm in love with you too"
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Sup guys,
Yay they finally announce their feelings for each other!!!!
But what will happen next. Oooooh. It will be a shocker and not quite what you expected.
But as always I love all of you little dinosaurs xx
-Brie xx 💁🏼🍕🍄🐞🐛🐝🐨
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