Chapter: 22 Final goodbye //part 1

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Nash P.O.V
(Ooooh. Surprise!)

I look as em's lifeless body as she lays in the hospital bed. I admire her beauty and her will to survive seeing her chest rise and fall, her heart monitored by the machines, tubes all over her body.

"Em you are so beautiful. I want you to know that and believe that as I see you laying here and I'm going to tell you that when you wake up from the coma ok?" Say squeezing her hand giving it a small kiss.

"Hey dude, hey Emmy." Hayes mumbles as he walks into Em's hospital room. He walks up to her bed giving her a quick kiss on the forehead before sitting down beside me.

"Where's mom?" I ask him "and sky?"

"She didn't want sky to see Emmy like this and she is still in hysterics. I feel so bad. I just want her to wake up"

"So do I. I feel so bad. I never really got to tell her what I wanted to say" I murmur. "I'm such a dick"

"You have been bro" Hayes tells me as it is causing me to chuckle.

"I know. I just miss her so bad" I say sadly tears form on in my eyes but I blink them away.

"Dude. Go home. Have a shower and freshen up. You haven't been home in 13 days man. You haven't left her bedside" Hayes looks at me as though he is pleading me to do something other than sit here looking at her. But I can't

"I can't Hayes. It's all my fault. It is!" I cry out placing my other hand in Em's cold ones.

"No it's not Nash" Hayes comforts me placing a hand on my shoulder. "It's really not"

"Yes. It is. If I didn't try to confess to her, if I didn't show up to her game if maybe I did t do a lot of stuff. Hayes. She would be awake and with us"

My eyes travel from Hayes' hurt ones that bore into my heart, back to Em as I watch her chest rise and fall slowly.

"I'm gonna go" Hayes mumbles walking back over to the door but not before placing pink flowers on Emily's bedside.
"Bye. Byeeee Emmy, I love you"

I see Hayes' retreating figure walk down the hallway before I turn back to Em and kiss her hand as a gesture to my sadness and love.

"I want you here so bad Em. I want you to wake up. For me please! Emily please! I love you! Please!" I say to her, each word getting louder and louder as my heart snaps.

I miss her. 
I want her back.

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