Moving in with the Griers

Epilogue

Nash's P.O.V.
((Grab tissues bitches.cliche af))

It's been 15 years.

15 year since my love,
Emily Paul died.
And it's all my fault.
I still blame myself. If I didn't do this if I didn't do that. But none of that will bring her back.

We had the funeral.
A few months after.
Everyone was distraught.
She brought so much happiness into all of our lives. And then she was gone.
My ray of sunshine.
Gone.
I guess it's true. The things you love eventually do get dragged from you. And she was.
I loved her so much.
She died, loved. ((See what I did there!?!?! Nope. Carry on))
She was amazing and I'm ever so grateful to have met her. And she will never know how much I really did love her.
My Emmy.

Skylynn doesn't really understand.
She still asks when Em will be back to play horsies with her. We tell her that she can't but sky says she won't give up on em and she will come to play.
It breaks my heart.
I love her so so so so much.
My Emily.
✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨
I have moved on.
As much as it killed me I have.
Her name is Lois.
She is special.
She helped me through it all and we are married.
With 3 kids.
Two boys and a girl.
~Carlos (9)
~Connor (7)
~Em (5)
I had to, she reminds me so much of her too.
She has bright green eyes and brown hair like mine and a cute button nose too.
Our boys had eyes like me and blonde hair like Lois.
Adorable all of them.

"Careful!" I yell as Carlos runs down the stairs almost pushing Em out his way.

"Sorry dad I have to get to swimming!" He yells running out he door probably getting his bike.

"Sweetie. You okay?" I ask Em. Her bright smiling face looking at me.

"Yes daddy. My arm hurts" she smiles before pouting.

"All better?" I ask as I kiss it making her smile.

"Yes da"
"Can you tell me the story of my name. I know why Cis and Con got there names but why mine?"

"Well. I knew a girl called Emily. Your Aunty Em!" I smile at my gorgeous girl.

"I see photos of Aunty Em!"

"Yeah. Well I liked her a lot. And one day she got hurt. Really really bad. And daddy or uncle Hayes or nana couldn't do aaaaaaanything about it"

"Is that why I haven't met Aunty Em"

"Yeah. Cause she's still a bit sick. But one day you'll meet her. Don't stop thinking that"

"Okay. I love you daddy." Em smiles running down the hallway to her room, as a tear runs down my face.

"Hey babe" Lois says her arms around my neck.
"Miss Emily again"

"Yeah. I hate having that feeling"

"It won't get easier. Trust me. But you'll learn to live with it. I love you" she says kissing me.

"I love you too"

"I'm gonna make breakfast eh?"
"Pancakes?" She asks

"Sure babe." I smile. As Lois walks into the kitchen.

Emily hated pancakes.