Rant book

Another rant

I'm doing yk great I posted a TikTok yesterday and it's 'blown up' 34k views or something and it's gotten to the anti side and today I've deleted over 100+ comments telling me to kms I have no father or I'm worthless I turned off comments and people have gone to my other videos which is about another 100 comments telling me that it's good my dad died and making fun of it and then telling me I'm worthless and I deserve to die or telling me to kill myself. Someone gave me a step by step. And then my mom made me feel aboustly worthless she kept yelling at me calling me lazy when most days I can't even get out of bed. I'm so done I wanna kms I almost did today. Im not good enough for anyone not even my mom I guess. I wish I was enough and I wasn't having problems with my mental health. I wish I was okay and my mom didn't make me feel like utter shit then I had to comfort her the whole time her guilt tripping me as all I wanted to do was cry and watch allium duo to help. Why did that video have to go viral. And why tf are antis so bad. It was a video calling out someone's mistake in trying to make fun of us. Im so done ending like sounds so fun :)