Book 2 of the 'Broken series'
I stared at my reflection, disbelief flooding through me. I swore I'd never go back to him-never again. Yet here I am, right where I said I'd never be.
I should've left that life behind, but it keeps dragging me under...
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Thursday, January 15th 9am, Us time
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"Suh yuh really ago just end the relationship just suh Judah?!" Khalil yelled,
I've never seen him this emotional, or better yet this angry before. Mi still a stick to my choice though, because he already made his.
I love khalil, and I dont doubt that he loves me, but I cant do this with him.
This wasnt what we planned for, we planned to build a life together...an honest one.
"Mi already tell yuh fi choose khalil, mi cyah do dis." I replied, about to walk away, but he held on to my arm and spun me around so I would look up at him.
"Judah..." he said, but I never looked up at him, because if I did I would break and just forget everything,
Thats the type of effect he has on me, and he knows that,
but I know what will happen if I stay,
I'll be living Tyra's life all over again,
I'll still feel like i'm trapped.
"Please dont mek this harder than it is khalil." What I said almost sounded like a whisper, while my eyes were literally glued to my feet. I couldnt bring my self to look at him,
"Suh a it dis" He asked...
⏰Alarm goes off⏰
I open my eyes, as my alarm wakes me up. This is the third time since week, i've had this dream. The conversation in the dream never happened, but I keep getting the exact same dream and it always ends the same way.
With me not giving khalil an answer...
I dont know why I keep getting the dream because khalil and I broke up 5 years ago and since then, I havent seen him.
Its not because I cant, but I avoid seeing him.
After we broke up, I immediately accepted the offer to study dance in New york, and since then i've been living here.