I'm "fine" (rewrite)

Old diary...

Dream pov:
it's been 5 weeks sence i joined Shattered's group and let me tell you. It was fun me and Tears (Yan!Blue) kept training, Shattered took role of brother figure for me protecting me at all cost, Trust (Dust trust!Blue) let me train on skills i could use when my magic would be blocked or something along with Tears. Right now im training with them with a normal sword i didnt summon instead its a hand made one wich Tears made with a star decorations in middle where you hold the sword it was cute in my opinion so i dont mind

Tears: - "are you ready Dream cause im gonna take you down" Tears said playfully while grining a little

Dream: - "of course i am" i said smirking as he ran towards and attacked me i dodged the attack and focused on using my skills and not just my magic

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Im sorry but fighting sence is something i cant write and make it big so time skip
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Shattered pov:

I was watching Tears train Dream for mainly fun Dream learnt most skills after begin freed from his stone from years ago Dream was now pinning Tears down as he said

Dream: - "i won" while grinning

Tears: - "indeed you did"

So far no ones hurting Dream and they better keep doing that or else there dead right after they hurt him. I walked away to get Dreams stuff back and inform Ink that Dream had left stars to join us yes. That idiot exuse of a protector still hasnt found out strangely enough.

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♡ Time skip again ♡
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No ones pov:

Shattered has came back after hours with Dreams stuff teleporting it all in Dreams room and going to check on him, Dream was now playing monopoly with Tears, Trust and Hate!Dream well they are just there playing having i didnt sign up for this face while Dream and Tears were fighting over something from the game

Tears: - "you need to give me two thousand dollars you stepped in my property" Tears said while angrily looking at Dream

Dream: - "no i didnt you didnt even bought it yet!" Dream shouted back

Tears: - "i was planing to!"

Dream: "that dosnt count!"

Trsut: - "can you two just stop and just play?" Trust said annyoed

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Time skip cause chaos are happening over here and i need to write some angst in this book its been awhile now
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Dream was now unpacking stuff in his new room when he noticed an old diary of his and his brothers clothes

♡ Dreams pov: ♡

I sighed once i saw my brothers old clothes. Those that used to match with mine i missed him. I hate mom for all she did, she never even payed attation to us. Just check how we were guarding tree here and there and done. I didnt knew about bullying but she did. And she didnt stoppted it... now my brother hates me. Oh well... at least i have Shattered now. Right?...
Well.. i still miss him a bit. I sighed and grabbed my diary and started to read it

Day 79

Hello dear diary. Your the only thing i rely on. Other then Shattered, recently everything has been really rough. When isnt it anyway? What i mean is. Im tierd of people and monsters thinking 'im guardian of positive and that i always am happy. When in reality im not. Even my boyfriend Ink thinks the same and as you guessed he just uses me. But what can i do?. I don't want to hurt him. I know he cant feel bit if he cant feel he wouldn't had fears in first place. And hey... at least around me he feels true happy emotions without his vials!. And me and my brother keep on fighting... cant we just stop?.. i miss old days.. maybe Shattered's right and i should go with him?.. i'll think about it soon. Other then that i got to go now. Ink and Blue will be back soon from shopping.

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Still Dreams pov:

Said the diary as it ended i havnt wroten anything ever sence then well at least im free now... i teared up once remebering Nil and my brother who i lost long ago... i chuckled "i still am not over it huh?.. "