Bendy And The Ink Machine x reader oneshots

Author's Note!

    I'm sorry I haven't been updating for a small bit of time. I'm going through a rough time. My dog got hit by a car about 2 mouths ago (a few days after his birthday) and for 12 weeks, we helped him pee, poop and fed him since he got paralyzed. I was gone the week when he started peeing blood, started breathing oddly and got very skinny.
    And I was so excited to him after a week at camp far away, too. Hearing that he died affected me so much, I ignore the person that even speaks about him and I can't cry unless I'm thinking about him and I'm more moody than ever.
    My family told me how he died and that he was shaking, my mother was holding his face and my brother was closing his eyes and how uneven his breathing was. The sky was a rainbow that night.
    Nobody comforted me until today. My sister and I were talking about him and she suddenly said she still had to give our mom something. Then she pulled out a fluff of his fur that came off him when they were petting him before he died. I started crying and she came over to hug me after she put it away. It actually comforted me a lot and I didn't know how much I needed it.
    After we got home, I waited until everyone was asleep and cried my heart out. It started raining for a few days after that.
    I remember all the fun and nice memories we had together. How excited he was to see us as a pup, rolling down the hill and getting tangled in his leash as a pup, too.
    Me loving the heck out of him when we got a new puppy and I wasn't bothering to give her affection and we stayed in my room since my family were loving the new puppy. I remember playing ball with him and walking along the Rideau Canal in Ottawa with him and feeding him some roasted marshmallows at the fire.
    So - If you have a pet, please give it affection and love for me. Because now, I want nothing but to love my dog. And it's painful to know that I'll never be able to see, love, feed or pet him again. One of the hardest parts was that I didn't even get to say goodbye to him.
    And all of that doesn't help me with the fact that I'm going to a new school that nobody I know is going there and my grandma will die anytime soon, my brother might commit suicide because all of his best friends and normal friends did, including my biological dad.
    But don't worry! I won't discontinue this book or stop writing or anything like that! I'll continue doing ideas for your... fluffiness of BATIM.

~Caraleigh

{Monday, August 15th, 2022, 10:21pm}