I'm glad It's you | Yuzuru Hanyu

Chapter 4 The last time

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Aina's POV

"Thank you so much, Tracy, you're the best!" I'm really grateful to have someone like Tracy by my side, but it makes me shy knowing the fact that she has better things to do but she prioritized me today.

"It's no worries Aina, or should I say Kaori," I told her everything that I've been hiding and she promised me that she would keep that story between Me, Brian, and her; though Brian doesn't really know the whole story yet. He just knows that Yuzuru and I were childhood sweethearts, nothing more.

"You don't know how grateful I am to have someone like you, you're like my second mother."

"It's the least I can do Aina." She gave me a warm smile and patted my head. "I'll be one call away, and don't ever hesitate to come over to my house if you need someone to talk to, okay? I'll be your temporary mother." She then hugged me and I started feeling emotional. Again.

"Thank you, Tracy, I just wish my mom would care more about me, I miss the old her. She used to care about me a lot, and now she doesn't even care, she doesn't even miss me." Crying was the only thing I could do right now, I've been wanting to open up to someone and I'm glad Tracy's willing to listen to all my traumas and past.

"It's okay Aina, I may not know your mother but I'm sure she does miss you, she just doesn't know how to show it to you." She hugged me again while caressing my hair. I try to stop the tears so that I won't worry her too much and so that she could go home and take some rest, since she's been with me the whole day, trying to help me walk. "Now you get some rest and we'll talk more tomorrow, okay? The doctors told me that your temperature's dropping and I made sure to buy you some medicines while he was checking your ankle."

She placed the medicine on my bedside table and I muttered a 'Thank you' before she left my apartment completely.

"I guess it's just me again," I whispered to myself while closing my eyes.

Do I deserve this? All I wanted was to live my life to the fullest with my family, but what happened?

Dad, why'd you have to go so soon? Why couldn't you just take me with you? I miss you and I miss going to the movies with you and mom. It's not fair, you left me without any warning, without a goodbye, without a hug or even a kiss on the cheek.

I'm fucked, everything's coming back. Guess I'll just cry everything out.

It felt kinda good releasing all the pain by crying. It just felt good, but I needed more. But I think it wouldn't benefit me.

Once I was done crying, I took some facial wiped on the table beside me and wiped all the dry tears away. I wanted to wash my face so bad, but my ankle insisted on walking.

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Yuzuru's POV

I was heading to Kaori-chan's apartment when suddenly someone started shouting my name out of nowhere. I turn around and what do you know? I see Shina running straight to me.

"Nante koto da {what the hell}, Matsuda Shina!?" This hoe really ran as fast as she could and intentionally bumped into me with a lot of force.

"Yuzu-kun I miss you so much! Please come back, I can't live without you, I promise I'll change." She started pouting like a child and it made me more annoyed.