complete || ot7 x reader

𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘥

a/n: to celebrate 100 chapters of complete, i decided to make this chapter super long (3.6k words...), and give you some backstory! :D 

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"Jin... can you please not go through that journal?" You whined as the eight of you walked to The Golden Cafe.

"Nope. I was planning on reading a book tonight, and I'm glad I've found an interesting one," Jin smiled, and you let out a sigh.

"Not you referring to my old diary as a book."

"Is it not a book? From the pages I read, it's a book of your life, and I guess I could say your mind? The thoughts you had are- well, um, interesting."

You just wanted to dig a hole and hide.

You wrote in that journal during your last years in high school to your first year in University.

As much as you didn't want the guys to read the embarrassing things you used to write about, you didn't want them to read the parts about how you felt after their initials appeared more.

You wrote about how happy and excited you were when they first appeared, but after people began making comments... there was a time you almost hated having seven soulmates.

You couldn't embrace the fact that you had seven soulmates as your mother told you to because people wouldn't let you. And their comments made it seem like being given that many was a curse.

Shortly after the first few weeks of being with your soulmates, you began to feel guilty that there was a time you hated the idea of having them.

That's why you had stopped writing in that journal and hid it away.

Even though you stopped having those thoughts way before you met the boys.

Haru knew how you felt during that time because you'd talk to him about it. Not only because you talked to him about it, but he witnessed it when you two met. But he didn't know that you had written it down in your journal.

If he had known, you knew he wouldn't have told your soulmates where it was because you didn't want the boys to know about that time in your life.

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"How can she walk with so much pride? As if she's not going to become a whore?" A girl asked her friend.

"You shouldn't be calling her that," her friend frowned. "It's not like she chose to have seven male soulmates. I think she's actually lucky."

You looked at your wrist and let out a sigh.

People were talking about you and the initials on your wrist yet again. As if they didn't have anything better to talk about.

"Imagine being the only girl in a relationship with that many people," a guy chuckled. "Lucky guys."

"Gosh... will she bear all their children?" A teacher muttered. "Poor girl."

"I don't get why people keep talking about her... I have four soulmates. It's not like she's the only one with more than one soulmate," a girl frowned.

"That's because not all of your soulmates are guys. Three of them are girls," her friend explained. "Everyone has an issue with her because she's going to be the woman in a relationship full of men."

"Don't say everyone, Yeon-hee," the girl told her best friend. "I don't have an issue with her. In fact... Why should I? People need to stop making it seem like we get to decide who our soulmates will be and how many we'll have."