Lovers- AWAE FANFICTION

I guess I have feelings.

Ermmm, how do I label this chapter. The words I am about to write clogs me with embarrassment and anxiety.

For the longest time, I have comprehensively denied feelings for Gilbert Blythe. However, as of late, I have been feeling things that I have never before. Feelings of protectiveness and feelings of hope, guilt when I argue with him. Whenever I am around him, my heart pounds like it has never before, and my brain makes sure I don't say anything senseless or mean.

I remember when we were both 13 and he tapped my shoulder, called me "carrots" then I retaliated by snapping a blackboard on him, and our teacher at the time, screamed at me, made me stand at the front of the class. I then bolted out of the school, sprinting all the way home.

I've always felt a weird sort of connection to Blythe. I always thought it was in a way full of hatred and anger, but now I realise that I loved him. I wanted him to kiss me and tell me that he loved me.

When I arrived in Avonlea, I never expected to love Gilbert Blythe if I'm honest. He always seemed like a jerk to me. I guess that time must change a lot of things.