#1 my situations in real life

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  I grew up in a environment with a lot of social controles with a lot of negatifity.  so           everyone is watching to each other for what they were doing to make sure that no one goes to the other way.  a lot op people in my envoirenment told  me what i must to do to find as a better , person in public. For example oh you have to wear makeup ! or you have to wear this brand beacause the will people like you more or they think you like much prettier! .



I was thinking by myself if i am going to follow these things that people told me , that makes me as a better, happy human in real life. That was i thought. And the biggest mistake was i belived about what they told me what i must to do to be a good human and i did that. So i did things as to change my personality , clothes, my behavior  and all of these things to try that people will like me more as a person. you will ask yourself hey what exactly do you have left  for  yourself.

 you will ask yourself hey what exactly do you have left  for  yourself

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This is the answer of your question Me: nothing. i was used .I can't hold myself anymore and that beginning people started to put me down as a stupid. they laughing at me, they bullying me as a useless human who cannot take control of herself. And that is the big mistake that i ever make by myself. At this time i don't know what i want it by myself. The only thing what i want was working for myself, but i didn't have a idea how i figer out of this situation.

It took longer that i expected, but it worked.

It took longer that i expected, but it worked

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