I'll Be Your Healer (Editing)

Breaking Point

Charlie POV

All you could hear was the noise beeping on the monitor. The door opened. Roman walked in with my coffee. I haven't left Dean side after his operation. I sat up carefully not hurting him. "Thanks Roman" I took a sip.

He sat on the chair. "Charlie go home and have a proper sleep." "No, I'm staying by his side" "He would like it if you took care of yourself too." "I just don't want to ok." I put my coffee down and laid back down.

Roman POV

"How is she?" Seth asked as we were back at the hotel. "Not good. I don't know what we're gonna do. She needs to eat, shower and eat properly." "Who has the kids?" "Bo does. He's got time off. They don't know Dean in hospital" "It's best if they didn't know" "Yeah you're right"

Charlie POV

I walked around the room putting my hair in a high ponytail. I was wearing nothing but a skirt and crop top. Dean has made no progress. I crawled back on the bed and laid down on my stomach with my face buried in the pillow.

"Dean, please wake up" I looked at him. Still nothing. I sat up with my legs crossed. "Baby please wake up" I held his hand with the wedding ring on. "Please don't leave me." I buried my face into his chest crying.

I felt someone rubbing my back. I slowly looked up. Dean eyes were slightly open. He was smiling. "Dean" I pulled him into a hug crying of happiness. "I told you I'm not going anywhere" his voice was scratchy. His arms were tightly around me. We stayed like that for a while.

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After the nurse checked him over, He was sat up with food and water down him. I was sat at the end watching him. He was still in some pain moving. His lips were cut, A cut under his eye and paper stiches on his left eyebrow. His chest was wrapped around with the wound he had patched up.

And here I got away with just a bruise on my stomach that Dean doesn't know about. The waist of my skirt was covering it anyway.

"If you're up to it. You can go home but you gotta stay in bed until you are fully healed. I'll make sure your wife books you an appointment for a check up." The nurse told Dean. "Oh don't worry I will"

She smiled and walked out. "I'll help you don't worry. I'll take time off." "No, you can work" "it's fine, they don't need me right now" I crawled over to him. He kissed me.

I've been getting extreme pains after the kick from Andy guys. My Stomach was a bit swollen and yesterday I bled a lot. I don't know if that's normal. I didn't need to worry Dean right now. He's just woken up and getting healed. "I'll be right back" I pecked his lips. I got up and walked around to talk to Dean nurse.

"Bianca, can I talk to you?" "Sure" she smiled. "I've been getting extreme stomach pains. It feels swollen and I bled a lot yesterday. Can I get a check up but not let my husband know." I said in a low voice. "Of course. Come with me"

Dean POV

My nurse came in. "How are you feeling?" "A little better. Have you seen my wife?" "We just spoke. I asked her to sign some stuff. She should be back" she walked out.

A few minutes later Charlie walked in. She laid beside me falling asleep. "You ok?" She was out cold. I guess she really did lose alot of sleep.

Charlie POV

I woke up with Dean pacing well limping around. "Shouldn't you be in bed?" "I'm gonna kill Andy men." He growled. I frowned. He had my results in his hands. "Let me see your stomach" "What?" "Show me"

I sighed and stood up pulling my skirt down to my waist. His face softened. I looked down and gasped. It's gotten worse. He placed his hand on my brusie going down on one knee. "You were in pain because you had a miscarriage. He killed our baby" he leaned his forehead there. "I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you" he kissed my stomach and stood up looking at me. I was still in shock. He placed his hands on my cheeks leaning his forehead against mine.

"I'm sorry Charlie" "That's impossible. I didn't have the symptoms. I had my period. I felt fine until he kicked me.. This is all Andy fault. You being in hospital, killing our child. I can't believe he did that to me. He's hurting my family. He's hurting me. I've even had nightmares about him, Even in them he's ruining my life. I can't pretend everything ok. I can't pretend to act strong and get on with life. I can't put a fake smile on my face anymore. It's the same old shit and I don't think I can put up with it any longer. I just can't." I burst into tears finally breaking down in front of Dean. "I'm a terrible Sister, Daughter, Wife, Mother. My brother died cuz of me. My mother just hates me. I'm never there for my kids and they were getting beaten up by my step dad and ever since you've met me I've given you a hard time. I've probably stressed you out so much. I've been getting haunted and dragged down by my past and you're getting dragged into it. Look where it got you. I'm bad luck. No one should be near me. I can't put up with it anymore. I can't."

I fell into his arms crying. "Let it out Charlie. Let it out. You need to have a breaking point at some point in life" I didn't respond. All I did was buried my face into his chest listening to his heart beat.

Dean POV

She fell asleep. "I'm with you no matter what else you have in your head or what's happened in your past. I'm with you and I love you" I whispered kissing her forehead.

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It's my Birthday So I thought I'll update for you guys ❤