3. I'm Stupid It's All In My Head.

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As Xingqiu slowly slid down the wall his head swung back and his hair flew backwards. Chongyun found himself helplessly staring at him, his cheeks burning a deep crimson and burning as if he had been pricked by hundreds of needles at once. He admired Xingqius face, his dark hair that was bound together with sweat. His eyes which sparkled in the morning sun, his very few freckles and his lips. His lips were gorgeous. They were a soft pink and in the middle they were a shade darker as if he had put lipstick on. Spoiler alert he did.
"Chongyun?" Xingqiu stared at him with a confused expression on his face "Are you ok? You're a very bright red."
Chongyun snapped back into reality again.
"Oh uh.. ha, yea I'm fine" he said still very much red.
Xingqiu quickly stood up and walked into the school, Chongyun by his side. They walked down the corridor and were greater by the girls. They started small talk until the bell rang and they went their separate ways. Chongyun and Xingqiu obviously stuck together. They walked into class and sat in their spot at the back of the class. As they both reached for their bags, their hands lightly brushed each other. They both quickly looked up at each other their mouths slightly agape and eyes widened.
"Uhm.."
"Ahahaaa.." an Awkward laugh came from Xingqiu as he quickly grabbed the back of his neck. The rest of the class they didn't talk much. This was not very normal of them. Their thoughts were pretty much identical.

I can't feel this way.
It won't work out.
What if its just me who feels this way.
We haven't even known each other that long, it's stupid.
Im. Stupid.

Not long after class they stopped not talking to each other. As much as they didn't want to listen to their feelings, they didn't want to lose each other. 
"Chongyun would you like to sleep over at my house today?" Xingqiu asked him as they sat back to back on the floor, his head slowly settling on Chongyuns shoulder.
"Yes I'd love that actually."
Great, it was settled.
School ended an hour after and the boys walked to Xingqius house. Chongyun couldn't even step into the house before Xingqiu stopped him.
"Shoes off. Now, my Mum just cleaned the place."
They walked up the stairs and reached Xingqius room.
"Woahhhh, this is a really nice place Xingqiu." Chongyun said sitting down on his bed. His eyes scattered across the room until he spotted a guitar.

"WOAHHH YOU PLAY GUITAR?" Chongyun gasped
"Er not often bu-"
"OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD TEACH ME PLEASEEEEEE"

Xingqiu saw on opportunity and took it.

"Ok." He smiled as he sat next to chongyun and grabbed his hands.
Chongyuns face burnt a dark red.
After a lot of strums chongyun picked up a rythem that soon evolved into a song.
"I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF HOLY SHIT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH XINGQIU" Chongyun yelled.
"..." he started at Xingqiu "I-I- I DONT MEAN IT T-THAT WAY.. ahahaaa.." they both started laughing and eventually it was lunch time. The boys headed downstairs to collect the food Xingqius mother left for him.
"Mmmm" Xingqiu smelled the air and exhaled "this smells so good, what do you think chongyun?"
Chongyun was already digging in to the dish
"Good." he said with a stuffed mouth.
"wow."
Xingqiu face palmed and rolled his eyes. He sat down and started eating too.
"Ok that is amazing." the boys had an amazing time and eventually went back to Chongyuns room.
"So where am I going to sleep?" Chongyun asked Xingqiu slowly walking up to him
"Thats the problem. I don't have anything except for my bed. Unless you want to sleep on the hard wood floor.." Xingqiu stuttered
"... I'll sleep with you on your bed then."
They both went embarrassingly red.
"o-ok! I'll go c-change you can chance in the bathroom"
Chongyun gave Xingqiu a nod and walked to the bathroom. They both got dressed and came back to Xingqius room.
"Its time to go bed don't you think"
"Y-Yes! Let's go to bed" Xingqiu went very red as they both slid into bed.
"H-Hey chongyun you d-don mind if we u-uh.." Xingqiu began.
"if we what?" Chongyun smiled
"C-cuddle?" He looked away full of embarrassment.
Chongyun replied with pulling him into a hug and rubbing his back
"Yes, yes we can"
Xingqiu was bright red and hesitantly wrapping his arms around Chongyun and slowly falling asleep in each others arms.

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