I this sort of special relationship with one of my best friends and her boyfriend and the stuff that we do have my questioning if I'm still friends with my best friend because every time she asks if I want to see them I don't say yes because I want to see her but because I want to see him. Every time that I see him it makes my day better and every time I leave them it makes my sad because I won't be in his presence anymore. The way that I feel when I'm alone for a short while with him I shouldn't have these kind of feelings for him and I shouldn't feel like this, but it feels so good but at the same time it feels so bad. I don't know what to do because i don't want to lose my relationship with my best friend and I'm afraid if I lose her then I will lose my friendship with her boyfriend and I don't want that ever. So I'm very confused in my head right now.
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SpiritualDet här kommer inte att vara en riktig berättelse. Det här kommer att vara mina tankar när jag mår som dåligast och som bäst, eller när jag bara vill skriva om mitt kärleksliv , så stå ut med dystra tankar eller läs inte. This is not going to be a...
