Why do I have to keep bottling up my emotions to the point when I eventually break? Why did I feel like I was being betrayed when I heard a rumor about my crush having a girlfriend? Why did it not make me any happier to know that the rumor wasn't true. Why does it break my heart knowing that all I can do everyday is just to being able talk to the person I have feelings for and not being able to be anything more than just barely friends.
I want to be so much more with him. I want to be able to call him mine, I want to be able to kiss him whenever I want to and knowing that I can do that because he's mine, I want to be able to lay in bed and just cuddle and talk for hours and fall asleep in his arms, I want to do all of that in real life and not only in my dreams when I sleep or when I daydream.
I want to be able to hug him and not feel awkward doing it and I want to be able to talk to him around other people and not just when we're alone.
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SpiritualDet här kommer inte att vara en riktig berättelse. Det här kommer att vara mina tankar när jag mår som dåligast och som bäst, eller när jag bara vill skriva om mitt kärleksliv , så stå ut med dystra tankar eller läs inte. This is not going to be a...
