Someone please can someone just kill me already I can't stand this anymore. I want wanna die escape all this pain. The feeling of being a disappointment, the feeling of not being enough. The worst thing is that I can not even talk to the person that I want to talk to the most, because every time I try someone talks before and when the person is done talking I do not have the courage anymore to do talk to the person I want to talk to the most. One time I ran into the bathroom at my school and cried for about 15 minutes because I couldn't take it anymore and that is the worst feeling ever that I have experienced in my life. So I can almost no longer take it, so I will lose control over myself over my heart and just let my mind control my choices. Once I do that I will no longer be myself anymore.
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SpiritualDet här kommer inte att vara en riktig berättelse. Det här kommer att vara mina tankar när jag mår som dåligast och som bäst, eller när jag bara vill skriva om mitt kärleksliv , så stå ut med dystra tankar eller läs inte. This is not going to be a...