Part 13

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Someone please can someone just kill me already I can't stand this anymore. I want wanna die escape all this pain. The feeling of being a disappointment, the feeling of not being enough. The worst thing is that I can not even talk to the person that I want to talk to the most, because every time I try someone talks before and when the person is done talking I do not have the courage anymore to do talk to the person I want to talk to the most. One time I ran into the bathroom at my school and cried for about 15 minutes because I couldn't take it anymore and that is the worst feeling ever that I have experienced in my life. So I can almost no longer take it, so I will lose control over myself over my heart and just let my mind control my choices. Once I do that I will no longer be myself anymore.

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