OUR DESTINY

Chapter 17.

James arrived within 5 minutes. He rushed over me with his big,black bag on his back. His outfit was abaoloutly smashing. Dark blue jeans with a white Tshirt and a brown unbottoned jacket.

"Hey!You ok?!" He sat down next to me on the grass.

I shook my head and wiped my tears.

"It seems like somebody has hurt you. Tell me his name and i'll bring his head for you less than a minute."

A fake smile appeared on my lips, but it was just a *Fake Smile*!! Nothing was funny for me at that moment.

"Actually it was me who hurt him."

"Him?! Tatiana don't tell me you have a boyfriend and you haven't told your bestfriend about it!!!!"

"I don't know! I do not have a idea that who he was." I burst into tears again.

"Ok Tatiana.Please don't cry! We can talk about it later! Look at me...Just look into my eyes."

"I can't..." I was ashamed to look at him with my red,puffy eyes but suddenly i felt his hands on my jaws and he forced me to look at his blue,sparkeling eyes.

"What have you done with your eyes girl."

"I hurt him James. I hurt the heart of who i truly love." His hands were still on my jaws and i didn't want him to take them off because it reminded me Harry's warm hands on my face yesterday.

"Sometimes we hurt people we love without knowing it." He was right.

"But i can't fix it James. Maby never."

"Do you really love him?" I nodded.

Maby it's more than love. The first time i saw him everything changed in my life. I couldn't sleep, Couldn't eat, Couldn't concentrate at my university classes. I just wanted to think about him every second of my life. I wanted to see him everyday, to feel his hands around my neck while kissing his pink, desirable lips. But everyday i wake up at my house i realize that these are nothing more than inaccessible dreams....

suddenly James eyes filled with tears. He stood up immediately and turned back, so i couldn't see what he was doing.

"James are you...are you crying?! Did i say something bad???!"

"No i'm not crying.It's just some dust. You know the weather is windy today." I knew he was lying but i didn't say anything. Maby he became emotional with my words.

"I need to go, otherwise i'm going to miss today's class." I stood up behind him and he turned back to me.

"Sorry if i wasn't a help. I think i made everything worse."

"No ofcourse not. You are a great friend James. See you later." I smiled at him and walked to the university. That days class was tedious. I didn't even listen to the professor. I was just copying his notes on the board and painting broken hearts in my books.

When i went home i saw Kendall sitting on the coach with a coffee in her hand. He stood up when i entered the hall!

"Hey!"

I looked at her eyes with aversion. I'm in this situation just because of her and her damn mother!

"Hey you heard me?!" She shook his hand infront of my face.

"What has happened?! Did you cry?"

I dropped my car keys on the table and a loud sound broke the silence in the house.

"You are making me scared!!"

"Scared?!" I raised my eyebrow. "Sorry Just a bit tired from todays class."