OUR DESTINY

Chapter 11.

The next morning when i woke up i saw Gunhi cleaning my room and this made me surprised.It was 6:00 in the morning and i had to get ready at 8:00.Todays classes are going to start at 10:00 and i really wanted to sleep again because i was so tired,but i preferred to get up and take a hot shower before the university.

"Good morning Tatiana.How was your sleep?!"

"Oh..Good morning.Good,But don't you think it's to early for cleaning.You always wake up at 7:30!Why are you cleaning my room now?!I think everyone are sleeping now."I tried to speak in a low voice because i didn't want to wake up others.

"Well I didn't sleep last night.I was at your room,seating next to your bed all the night."

"What?!But why?!Don't tell me my mother forced you to do that!"

"No,she didn't.Don't you really remember what happened last night?!You came back home at 2:00 am and you were drunk."

"What?!this is impossible.I was at the..."It took me some time to remember what happened last night and the memory of it hurt my heart.I bite my upper lip and try to finish my sentence but i couldn't.

"You say 'What' Tatiana?You can't imagine what would happen if you'r mother understood everything lastnight.I lied both to your sister and your mother.You'r sister told me you left the concert without her and i told her that you were sleeping upstairs while you were at the bar,flirting with drunken boys and i saw you coming home with a stupid boy at 2:00 am!!And you were asking him to stay with you at night?!This is so shameful Tatiana!So shameful."

No.This can't be true!How...How i could do this??How i could get drunk this much to loose my control and walk home with a drunken,strange boy!!What is happening here?!What i should tell my mom?!What if Kendall tells her all about?!

"I have to talk to Kendall.This can't be true Gunhi!!This isn't true."

I shouted and hit my pillow to the floor.I want to scream and break everything around me!I want to go to Kendall's room and slap her and tell her all about.I want to tell her to stay away from Harry and that he is never going to love her.But i can't.I'm too weak to do these all.I was so stupid to think that they are two different persons when there were so similarities between them right infront of my eyes.I hit another pillow and burst into tears.

"Tatiana please stop.In this way you'r mother is going to wake up and this will make everything worse."

She picked the pillows from the floor and seated on the edge of my bed.Suddenly i felt her warm arms around me.I put my head at her sholder and started to cry louder!

"Don't cry Tatiana...Don't cry friend...Calm down and tell me all about."

Should i tell her all about it?!Gunhi is my bestfriend and she's been always there for me in tough situations but how can i trust her this time?!This is an important issue and if i do something wrong it's going to ruin my whole family,but i really need to talk about it to someone because i really don't know what i should do.Otherwise this is going to annihilate me.I wiped the tears from my face and turned infront of Gunhi to tell her all about it.I hope i don't regret it later.

"Okay i'm going to tell you all about it,But first you have to promise me that you are never going to say a word to anyone and keep it between us.Okay?!

"Okay.I promise.Tatiana you are my bestfriend and you know i have never told anyone the secrets between us."

Her words made me more relaxed.She is right.Why i thought like that about her?!

"Do you remember the boy i told you about at the first day of my university?!"

"You mean your hero?!"

"Yeah.And do you know who is he?!"

Tears dropped from my eyes and i could feel the beat of my heart in my chest.

"He..He is HarryStyles...Kendall's beloved."

"What?!Oh my god!How..How this can be true?!"

"I don't know.I don't know why that boy must be him.I wanted to...."

Suddenly the door opened and we both jumped of the bed.It was Kendall who walked in with messy hair and a long,red nightrob.

"Tatiana.We need to talk?!"

Her manner was cold and this made me afraid.Has she heared our conversation behind the door?!She has never waked up earlier than 10:00 and she is standing infront of me at 7:00 in the morning!!

"Oh okay but let me wash my face first."

"Oh look at your eyes Girl!!They are red!Did you cry?!"

"No.It's because of the lack of sleep Ms.Kendall."

Thanks Gunhi.She saved my life.

"Okay Ms.Tatiana i better leave.Your sister wants to talk with you."

I hate the way Gunhi has to act with me infront of others.My mother and her don't know much about my close friendship with Gunhi because my mother's vanity doesn't let us talk with people in lower classes and i hate the way we have to obay her stupid rules!

"I'll be back in..."

"No Tatiana!We need to talk now."

She insisted and i nodded.I think i have to make myself ready for everything unexpected to hear soon!