OUR DESTINY

Chapter 18.

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"Tatiana....You there?!" It was Kendall behind the door shouting my name!

"What the heck!" I murmured. Harry's hands were still on the wall, next to my head. You could see anxiety in his eyes and this was making me worry.

"Tatiana! I need to tell you something. May I come in sis?" She knocked louder this time.

"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. What the hell is she doing here?" Harry said angrily and took a step back. He put his hands into his brown,curly hair and turned his back to me.

"You need to hide Harry. Come on. Fast."

"Hide? It isn't hide and seek Tatia, Is it?"

"What? Harry believe me if you call me with that name one more time i'm going to..."

"Tatiana who are you talking with there?" I could not stay quiet anymore, otherwise she was going to come in and end this Romeo and Juliet story. Actually it's more similar to Shrek and Fiona story than Romeo and Juliet. There is a lot of mystery to solve in it.

"No one sister. I'm just....I'm just naked, you know. Wait a minute please."

A smile appeared on Harry's lips with my words.

"Naked?!" He said with surprise.

"My girlfriends lies are the best, But you know I wish it weren't a lie so we could have a little fun here baby." He whispered into my ears with a loud sigh at the end.

I pushed him to my balconey but his dirty words melted my hard.

"Don't dare to say a word Harry. You know your behavior is giving me a heart attack."

"You mean my last minute words baby." I couldn't stop myself laughing. I love when he calls me like that.

I rolled my eyes and closed the curtains and rushed to the door. When i opened the door Kendall was sitting on a golden chair in the corridor.

"Can i come in now?"

I nodded.

"I'm so sorry. I just couldn't find my clothes. Gunhi hasn't still cleaned up here."

"You have a boyfriend Tatiana? I heared you chattering with him on the phone. The truth is you were't naked. You just could not hang up the phone."

My whole body got seared with her words and the worse part was Harry standing there in my balcony listening to these words. She is smarter to be easily duped. I wonder if she has heared Harry's name and our speech out there.

"No...No...I was just naked. That's all Kendall." I smiled at her and tried my best to stay calm, therefore she could not understand me lying to her. Although she is wiser than that.

"So who is Henry who you were flirting with?" She burst out laughing. I could not laugh with her cause it wasn't funny to me at all.

I wish i could tell her that his name is Harry not Henry...I wish i could tell her that this boy who i was flirting with fews minutes ago is her dream boy...I wish i could tell her that our love is mutual...I wish i could tell her that OUR dream boy is standing out there listening to us speaking about him...I wish i could tell her everything without any fear. But i couldn't answer her, so i just stared at the floor. Maybe HENRY is just the start for revealing the lies.

"Anyway. It's your life. You can do whatever you want with it." She blinked at me and put a card on my desk.

"I came here to give you this. It's tomorrows invitation card. I'm just so sorry for the ignorance these many years. Maybe i shouldn't listen to mom and ask you myself. I promise to make it up."

"That's ok. Thank you anyway."

She smiled at me and i smiled back. How could i blame her. It's not really her fault!! This long distance that has been made between us is just because of our mother and i don't know why it's getting bigger as time goes on."

"Good night and see you tomorrow. By the way it's a good idea if Henry comes to the party tomorrow. Then he can meet Harry too."

"There isn't any Henry Kendall." Literally they are both the same person.

"Ok i give up. You are the winner. There is no Henry and you were naked talking with your self." A meaningful smile appeared on her lips while leaving my bedroom. I locked the door behind her when she went out. Chance isn't always with you.

When i turned back harry was standing in my room staring at me. He has heard everything and i'm glad that he knows the truth now.

"You see now Harry. How should i tell her that Henry is you who i'm in love with when she is crazy in love with you?! Now you understand why i said those stupid words to you today? Now you understand why we can not be together? Now you understand me Harry." I was out of breath and burst into tears suddenly. He didn't say anything but just looked at me with his glorious eyes and a lovely smile

"What?! Why are you looking at me like that!" I could not stop myself crying.

"Because i'm in love with you tatiana." Tears streamed from his eyes. It was the first time i've seen him crying and it shattered my heart.

"Please Harry. Don't do that with me."

"And i know that love is just a shout into the void and that oblivion is inevitable and that we are all doomed and there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust and the sun will swallow the only earth we ever have and i'm in love with you. Sorry."

"You've read that book?" I wiped away my tears.

"Who hasn't? I think i need to call you Tatiana Gardian instead of Hazel Grace huh?" We both burst out laughing. He took a step forward and hugged me with his warm arms. My soul got calmer with every beat of her heart.

"We are not going to the party tomorrow night."

"I wish i could." I said with a shaky voice.

He put his hand around my jaws and kissed my forehead.

"Tomorrow night i'm taking you to a place which i've been thinking off since i met you rather than this boring party."

I smiled at him and put my head on his shoulder.

"I can't Harry. I can't be this much cruel to her. We are both going to the party tonight. TOGETHER!!!"