Depressed warbler

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Only Mercedes, Santana and Brittany could make it others were busy but it's okay. We were in my room when I suddenly blurted out "I broke up with Blaine" "WHAT? WHY?" "Did the hobbit do something?" Were the reactions I got while Brittany was staring into space. "Yes, he did" " okay, what did he do? does he need to meet aunty snixx?" I sighed and told them every thing except of course that it was Sebastian who Blaine beat up and they were outraged. "Okay that's it imma go kill the hobbit." "NO, no killing anyone" I said even though I got a warm feeling that they cared about me that much. "There's another thing" "what it is, kurt?" Mercedes asked softly."It was Sebastian" " what did the meerkat do now" "he didn't do anything. He was the one Blaine beat up" " well he is evil but I don't think even he deserved that yeah" "wanna watch a movie?" "Sure, which one" "titanic" "okay" and that was the end of the topic. Watching the movie, I couldn't focus on it. My mind still filled with as many questions but my chest a bit lighter now that I told them.
Now thinking back to some stuff Blaine did, made me realise he was always toxic. And how could he use that word when he himself was gay. What a hypocrite. I guess I should check on Sebastian. Never thought I would think that ever but Blaine beat him up bad. It was then I realised the film was over. The girls were ready to leave. Once they left I sighed heavily and lied on the bed.
I checked my phone only to realise I didn't have Sebastian's phone number. Maybe I can ask any one of the warblers about him, would that raise suspicion? Maybe but I don't care. I'll ask Jeff. Oh how my life has changed, not long ago the thought of Sebastian repulsed me and I was in love with Blaine. Now I was wondering if Sebastian was okay, while the thought of Blaine disgusted me.
"Hello Kurtie " is what Jeff said picking up the call, in a singsongy voice. It made me smile instantly. "Hello Jeffy" I replied in the same tone. We talked for a while, then he asked the question I dreaded "how's Blaine" "I-I.......he's umm" " is everything alright with you two?" "I broke up with him" I blurted out for the second time that day" "oh my god, I'm sorry. Do want me and Nick to come over with ice cream??" It warmed my heart that he would do that for me "no-no I'm good" "okay but if you need anything call us" said Nick from the background.
"Actually I was meaning to ask, how's Sebastian?" "Huh interesting you ask that, he's been acting weird since a few days" "weird how?" "Well I haven't seen him at meal times in a few days now. He looks tired and sad all the time and today he sang a song about he's just like us." Jeff explained. Wait he sang today I don't think should have been singing his face received some hard blows he must be sore. "you notice this stuff about the whore. You shouldn't care he's probably just trying to guilt trip us or some shit by his sad looks"Nick interjected. "Nick what the hell. Since when are you of all people so like this. Why would you say that about anyone?" I exclaimed in shock. Nick was not one to be bitching about people and if he didn't like someone that meant no one else did. " and how the hell was Sebastian singing, his face was hurt pretty bad." "What do you mean his face was hurt he was perfectly fine." He must've covered up. "Oh ok, bye" and I ended the call with that.
I panicked ok. He must not have wanted anyone to know that's why he put makeup on or something. oh what have I done. I should probably go and tell him I told Niff about him being injured and apologise about Blaine. Yeah that would be the decent thing to do. Okay so to dalton it is.
On the way there I thought again who this Barry person was maybe I'll ask Sebastian or the warblers someday. I don't why but an uneasy feeling settled in my stomach like there was something wrong and I just couldn't shake it. Arriving there I realised I didn't know what to say. Oh well improvise. I knew Sebastian was roomed with Thad so I headed to his room from when I was here. I knocked, Jeff opened the door. "Hey Kurtie" ah there it is again the voice. "Hey Jeff. Isn't this Thad's room?" "It used to be yeah now it's Nick and mine" "oh and where is Thad's room." "Come here and sit with us then we'll take you Thad's dorm" Nick said coming to the door" "okayyy"
We sat there, the tension so thick it could be cut with a knife. "What did you mean when you said , Sebastian's face was hurt?" Nick asked breaking the silence, I sighed and proceeded to them all of it that happed today. They were shocked to hear the part where Sebastian said he knew everyone hated him. "Maybe he is just like us and we just never understood him" whispered Jeff "Yeah maybe. Oh and do you by any chance know who Barry is." "Who's Barry" "i don't know when I woke Sebastian up he mumbled the name Barry so I thought he must be a pretty important person" "we have no idea who Barry is" "Ok umm I wanted to check on him i don't know why but I have a bad feeling. Can we go to his dorm now?" I asked a bit of urgency and desperation slipping in my voice. "Let's go"