Jesse Rutherford 🤤

The truth

Days went by and me an Eddie kept hanging out after work. I was starting to like a Eddie. I've only heard from Jesse s few times and they were very dry messages. I also changed Jesses contact back to his plain name. Day by day I was taking all my belongings out of Jesse's apartment and putting them back in my room.

It was now 3 days before the concert. I wasn't all that sure if I really wanted to go but Marney was really excited so I probably would have been forced to. I was over at Eddie's house and my phone dinged. Surprisingly it was Jesse.

Jesse Rutherford

Jesse: hey
Me: hi
Jesse: hru?
Me: fine hbu?
Jesse: same
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I didn't want to Jesse for awhile. Ik we weren't together or anything but he still shouldn't have led me on. things with Eddie were going really good. We still haven't had sex or anything but I don't want to maybe some time jus not now.

"Who was that?" Eddie asked me. "No one important." I said smiling at him. "You seem really stressed love." He said as he stared at me. "I kinda am" I giggled as I said that. "Do u want anything? Can I help you some how?" He said with genuine concern. " No I'm good thanks tho. "Of course."

Me and Eddie kept talking and he was telling me about his mom and he told me that he don't know alot about her. She had left him when he was little. I felt bad bc I knew the pain of not having one of your parents. I finally had told Eddie Abt my family bc I was starting to trust him.

Time skip to concert night
"I'm so excited!" Marney yelled in my face. " Yea" I said sarcastically. Tbh I wasn't excited bc I had to see Jesse's stupid face. He hadn't texted me since the other night. Me and Marney arrived and I hadn't told Marney about me and Jesse. We walked in the place and Marney bought a Tshirt. Marney had bought us front row tickets. I was standing in the crowd as the band was starting to come out. As soon as Jesse walked out we made eye contact. He smiled at me and I jus looked down.

Jesse was singing reflections and he kept looking at me during the whole concert. Once the concert was over marney wanted to stay to say hi to Jesse but I told her I jus wanted to leave. She ignored me and dragged me to the meet and greet after the show.

" Jesse!" Marney yelled at she ran up an hugged him. I followed behind but jus stood behind her. "How is everything?" He asked still looking at me. "Good really good actually" she said waiting for me to answer after her. I didn't say anything I jus waved at him. "Y/n how are you?" He questioned. "Fine hbu?" I looked at him. "Good" he said while looking away from me. "See you later Jesse, it was a great show tonight!" Marney said. "Actually can I get a ride?" He asked rubbing his neck. "Sure come on" she told him. I was a little upset bc I was stuck with him in the back seat bc Todd picked up and Marney sat up front.

"What's wrong?" Jesse asked as he looked in my eyes. "Nothing" I said as I looked out the window. "Tell me now" Jesse said as his voice lowered. "You know" I said as I looked back at him. "No I actually have no idea." " Who were you with while you were on tour?" I asked as my eyes started to tear up a bit. " The band?" He said while looking at me with a confused look. "Well you story on Instagram told me different Jesse." " We are here guys." Todd said as we all got out of the car. I walked fastly to the elevator and got in. Jesse came right beside me. "Please jus tell me what I did?" "You were with some girl. I seen it on your story Jesse don't lie to me". "You mean the fan that I hung out with bc they paid for it." "Well why was you holding hands with her then?" "I didn't want to she jus did it and then took a pic fast." "Whatever Jesse you don't have to lie to me. We aren't even together anyways. Great show btw." I said with tears fling down my face at this point. "I'm telling you the truth! Please can we jus talk in my apartment?" "Fine." We got out of the elevator and I followed Jesse to his apartment. He sat me on the couch and held my hands in his.