Anxiety

Nightmare

Instead of going to last period I headed home. I sent Harry a quick text saying I had gotten a stomach bug between the time I've seen him till now, I'm sure he's aware that's total bullshit but I just needed a decoy to go home early really.

I stopped by a filling station on my way home. I bought a pack of cigs and a 6 pack of beer. I used a fake ID to buy my things and was surprised it even worked really, that picture looked nothing like me and the guy in it had brown eyes instead of blue.

The cashier looked at me suspiciously but didn't throw a fit. Thank fucking goodness, I don't want to deal with crap today. Even if it wasn't a terrible day I still felt like shit.

I get home and automatically throw myself onto my bed. I get some energy to get up and turn on the tv, I grab a can and drink half way as if my life depended on finishing it. Just as I was getting comfy I get a text from Harry.

"Hey man. I know your fucking stomach doesn't hurt so I'm coming over, See you in 10. -H."

I let out a desperate breath. Maybe it won't be so terrible if he came over, plus I know I won't drink all this beer myself. Also Harry does this stupid thing were he puts an H at the end of his texts. It was annoying at first because I obviously know it's him, but now it's just something I've gotten used to.

"You prick. I was just about to sleep."

"Masturbating doesn't count as sleep Lou...-H."

"Fuck off. Text me when you get here."

I put my phone down and walk over to my kitchen. I swear mum went grocery shopping three days ago, did my fat ass seriously eat most of the good snacks in a matter of days? I'll just look in the pantry, it's always filled with goodies.
My phone buzzes and I see Harry's name pop up

"Well I'm here open the door. H"

I walk to the door slowly and put down my phone.

"Hey Louis, I've got some news for you." A grin appeared on his face. That could only mean one thing. It's something actually good or Harry managed to fuck my life up a bit... I'll go with the second choice.

"What did you do now Haz?"

With a fake "you've offended me" expression Harry scuffs.

"Nothing Jesus Louis I'm not always out to fuck up your life. But since you asked..."

"Oh Christ." Harry's grin turns to laughter.

"I'm kidding, but you know Landon right? Zayn's new girl." Fuck! Fuck fuck my life. Of course she's got a fucking boyfriend. Who wouldn't want to be with her? And Zayn?... Seriously? Him?! Ugh of course. He's been acting like a prick ever since I played that prank on him. News flash my wallets got no money meaning I won't pay you any fucking attention! I pretend as if I haven't planned on how to break the two up and get back to reality.

"Yeah, what about her?"

"Well apparently she knows you and wants to know if you and I want to go to a party Zayn's throwing this Saturday. I already told her yes so you have to show up. She seemed flattered just talking about you... you might get laid Louis. " He winks at me but I'm sure he's aware I'm dying on the inside a little bit.

"Harry I have Rugby this Saturday I can't go...." His smile disappears as he rolls his eyes.

"I talked to Francis and he said it's just another pity game you can lose, come on! She really wants you to go."

"Uhh, fine. I'll go, but I swear to fucking god if shit hits the fan I'm out."

"That's the spirit Lou!" I nod in disagreement.

"She gave me her number by the way." Harry's head pops up and his face lights up in a way I've never seen.

"YOU NEED TO CALL HER RIGHT NOW." Oh no. No why did I even open my mouth? I shake my head furiously.

"No! No I can't call her now! She gave it to me today, I gotta wait a while." Harry walks over to me and grabs my phone out of my hands.

"Hey what are you doing?!"

"I'm calling her." I try reaching for the phone but he lifts it above his head. Son of a bitch knows he's taller. He throws it at me while its ringing.

"Here here! Talk to her. "

"Hello?..."

"Uh um. Hi hi. It's me Louis. So um I heard you're having a party?"

"Oh my gosh lou! Yes yes I am and I'd love if you came. Harry said it wouldn't be a problem? Is it okay with you?"

"Um yeah just wanted to make sure, aha see you then. Bye Landon."

"Bye Lou."

I throw my phone onto the counter and grab a second beer. I'll definitely get shit faced tonight.

A/N please point out any spelling errors via message board. ❤️