attention

[MAY 2022]

smh

okay so basically like i really want to become friends w this girl

and i've started to study for 3rd year exams 

(in Italy u have to do exams at the last (3rd) year of middle school AND 5th year exams in high school)

BUT HOW AM I GOING TO BECOME FRIENDS WITH HER??

how tf am i supposed to form a conversation w her when i can't even do it w my parents ☠️

anyway

my friends are teasing me now because they think i have a crush on her when i don't ?? i thought i didn't but idrk

( BRO ITS AUGUST RN LIKE WHEN IM WRITING THIS I JUST SAW A OLD MANS ASS😟) i think i do have a crush on her but i'm pretty sure it's just it's basically

yeah anyway since me and my cousin go home together after school i always ask her about this girl and her interests like what kind of anime she likes or what she talks about in class but she looks annoyed when i do so i stopped. i never asked her if it bothered her bc what if it actually did? like nah bro i don't wanna look dumb 🙁

AND MY EXAM THEME IS THE UNIVERSE (i wanted to bring the theme "fashion" but it didn't get approved so😐) i had no other choice but it's not like i hate the theme universe it's alr but kind of complicated😭

by the way i remember that one year ago (may 2021) i almost died chocking on ham at my aunts bday

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MAY 2022 EXPERIENCE: 4/10