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[AUGUST 2022]

bro the comebacks this month we're so good
stream forever 1, after like, talk that talk AND PINK VENOM!!
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this month was interesting. but it was shit literally merda

SO me chiara and gio wanted to go back to luneur (the amusement park i talked about in the last chapter)
so we did ofc
but then i had the idea to invite vic
so i did but i obviously asked chiara and gio if she could come with us
they said yes
then chiara told me to meet her infront of her house where gio would've waited for us with her dad to bring us there
when i arrived
"u could've told us you were bringing someone"
be fucking fr rn im
(btw chiara and gio don't like vic, i didn't know it then though 💔)
did she say that out loud to make me look bad? probably😐
i don't trust those 2 anyways
WHEN WE ARRIVED me and gio wanted to do the haunted house but it was like out of service?? (idk it was like closed i don't know how to say it)
then chiara wanted to do like kids swings and shit like that LIKE NO I AINT DOING NONE OF THAT SHIT
then me and gio wanted to convince chiara to go on the "big frisbee" with us
we tried, we really did but it didn't work.
we just gave up and chiara decided to wait for us on a bench nearby,
anyway after getting off and going and doing the other amusement things that were there
AND CHIARA ALWAYS WANTED TO SIT NEXT TO VIC LIKE NO THATS MY JOB :(

bitchass bet she won't go past 5'2
bet she eats her cereals with water cuz her dad never came back with the milk
everytime i see her face i lose a year
/j
then gio asked me to go with her to the restroom so ofc i had to scare the shit out of her
she heard me walking away from the restroom and was like "don't leave."
like i don't wanna smell your piss let me go 😭
i acted like nothing happens and said "im not gonna leave calm down"
then i slowly walked away and hid behind a wall
AND after smelling all the piss i heard her come out
she started screaming and hitting me that i had to run out of the restrooms💀

i wanted to go to the frisbee again cuz
why not right?
so me and gio tried to convince chiara but didn't do it.
she's a pussy the big frisbee isn't even that big
after we got off she wasn't where we left her anymore so we started looking for her and found out she did the ferris wheel without us.
she got off saying "we have to go home now my mom is waiting for me"
girl i don't give a shjt 😐
i wanted to do the ferris wheel with vic
THIS WAS MY CHANCE BRO
🙁
and the day was over
after like a couple of days i had the idea to order a book?? me reading a book?? that's character development
but it wasn't just any book.
it was a VERY positive and happy book written by osamu dazai and one of the most famous books in japan "no longer human"
i asked my dad and he immediately said yes >:)
HE EVEN GOT ME PERSONA 5 STRIKERS!!

but the day was coming, the day where i'd go to the beach. with my cousin AND HER WHOLE FAMILY
the book came the day before tho
as soon as i arrived there at the beach house
i wanted to leave.
let me out
what am i even doing here
i miss my loneliness and privacy
and i hate the beach
and sand like it's annoying
then i found out about an amusement park there nearby 😈😈
anyways me and my cousin and her friends she had there all went to this restaurant.
there was this girl that was like really pretty but annoying. they used to stare at me with such a judgmental look tho it made me want to punch them in the face.
finally the 16th came and the moment i work up i had like a soat throat and my head was spinning
i told my grandma and she was like "it's because u slept with your windows open while it was raining outside"
even my older cousin and 'uncle' kept a saying so
since they wouldn't listen to me i called my mom and they finally measured my fever,

i had 39.2*💀

(im in class rn i wanna go to sleep and i'm hungry)
those family members kept saying that i was just a little sick and nothing was going on,
my dad came all the way from rome bc they didn't want me to do the covid test

when i finally took the test i was positive
i started laughing ?? (wtf??)
i was happy to go home tho
idc if i was sick

THE ONLY THING I DID WHILE QUARANTINE WAS PLAY ROBLOX VC GAMES💀💀

anyway i was kinda upset that when vic had covid i'd always keep her company but when I had covid she didnt ,idk if that makes sense

( this chapter took me a month
- L, october 13th, 2022)

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AUGUST2022 EXPERIENCE: 3/10