Have you ever had a dream that you could um, you have- umm you could, that you have, umm you could do something- that you umm have, with umm have umm could- uhhh where anything you want can happen?
Well I have.
I dreamt of a world where she was still alive.
A world outside those white walls with her by my side.
But that wasn't possible, maybe in another universe she could have lived after her supposable death but was revied and was later adopted and then we would have reunited in this school, but unfortunately that won't be the case.
After her death, I wasn't the same hallow shell I thought I was.
She showed me that being human = having emotions but having emotions ≠ being human.
A confusing thing right?
But I think she was right, no one can truly get rid of their emotions no matter how hard they try, I can it myself, the harder you try to get rid of it the more it proves that your a human.
Humans are creatures who adapt to their environments, basing on that logic since I 'removed' my emotions to survive on that place she saw me as the most human.
But also basing on the logic as well, she must have thought of herself as the least human.
But she was right I am the most human, I'm not a hollow shell or an empty husk and If I was then I'll evolve.
As the most human, I also evolve over time, if I adapted this Hollowness from staying in the White Room, then I'll developed something else by staying here.
I have to constantly evolve, either I aim high or low I will change no matter what even if I didn't want to I will change.
But I have no idea If I'll change for the better or for the worst.
But.
People change like the tides in the ocean
At least I think or am I dead wrong?
Foot on the brake, at the light I don't notice
I sit and wait until the next song
20 hours in an old van
Up the east coast, through the cold wind
Drove 20 hours by the ocean
Up the east coast, what a road trip
Now that interstate is paved with memories
Of a past life I lived when I was 18
And evеry winter, I think back to what we used to bе
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Hollow
FanfictionWhite, it was the first thing he ever saw. The White Room is a facility that was made for the purpose of making artificial geniuses to rule japan. Though this facility has barely been running not more than 10 years, its mission has been going succes...
