Whats going on with you (Conrad Fisherx y/n)

the talk

(self harm, rape and an eating disorder)

Conrads pov 

i felt y/n jump when the first firework for the night went off for the night i quickly sat up "hey, hey hey, it's okay I'm right here, it's just a firework" her breathing started to slow down "see look outside just a simple firework" she shook her head 

"what time is it" i grabbed my phone "8:45" she sighed and flopped back down on the bed "ugh i don't wanna go downstairs, there all gonna ask about it and i don't want to explain" i laid down next to her and faced her, her doing the same 

"i know, im also kinda worried about how your dad is gonna act, i mean we both came out of the bathroom naked just wearing a towel," i said slightly smiling she covered her face "oh god, do you think we should tell them the truth" i sighed 

"i don't know, do you wanna take that risk with Nicole" she smirked "you know what, ill take that chance if" i sighed "there has to be an if really" she smiled "fine what is it" she sat up"you have to get a suit because you are going to that ball with me" i rolled my eyes 

"no please don't make me go ill hate it" she sighed "fine I'm going to my room, don't bother to find me," she said getting up i sighed and grabbed her waist pulling her back on the bed she let out a little squeal because she was surprised i smiled and trapped her in my arms flipping us so i was hovering over her 

she was smirking "does this mean your answer has changed" i sighed "yes it has changed" she smiled and kissed me "i always get my way with you" i smiled "yeah, you always find a god damn way" she ran her hands threw my hair 

"you love playing with my hair don't you" she smiled "yes, yes i do," she said running her hands threw my hair again i got off her "okay, now we're ready to tell some people" she sighed "first text Nicole, she how she responds and then we can, cause i have no idea what is gonna come out of my mouth well, I'm talking to everyone tonight"

i sighed and grabbed my phone i pulled it out and started typing, it took me a couple of minutes to know what i was gonna say "okay how does this sound" i said reading it out loud "Nicole im really sorry, but i can't use you when i love someone else, so im ending whatever we had im sorry"

"sounds good," she said placing her head down on my chest, we started talking about random things  before my phone went off, i reached over and grabbed it and read it out loud

 "i already assumed it this last couple of months you've been Offaly lovey-dovey with y/n it didn't seem like you guys were just friends, so yes I'm assuming its y/n, and I'm not mad at you or her, I'm just a little hurt," i said out loud 

"gosh now i feel bad," y/n said "i know but it had to be done," i said placing my phone back down "your not gonna respond" i sighed "Nah i will later, right now we have to do, what I and you really don't want to do" she sat up 

"no I don't want to" i sighed "i don't either and i know its gonna be hard for you but i will be right by your side okay" she shook her head and got up she opened the door "your not gonna put a shirt on" i shook my head 

"no its a sports bra kinda like a swimsuit" i shrugged "okay" we both slowly made our way downstairs, at this point, it was around 10:00 we stayed up there talking for a while we walked in and everyone was at the table talking  

your pov 

i sighed and walked over to the counter i jumped and sat down on it Conrad doing the same "is- is it true" i looked at my mom and shook my head "yup it is true, last summer i was raped multiple times by the same guy"

i jumped off the counter and walked over to the fridge and pulled out the jelly Conrad smiled knowing exactly what i was doing he got up and grabbed the peanut butter and bread throwing it at me "want one" he shook his head "yes please I'm starving"