We started talking again. Yes I was beyond happy. When you first told me we was breaking up. I wished for moments even if I knew they weren't going to last. Never have I thought it was going to be this fast. You were here and now your gone. At first I couldn't handle it. I told you everything, I trusted you and now I felt as if you played me. However, I came to a realization that loving you was amazing. I made memories that I will never forget. Love sometimes isn't there forever. It comes for a while for that part of your life then it might leave. And that's ok. I realized right now I may not see it but latter on I might look back and think I'm so glad this person thought me this. Although I feel lonely and I feel lost without your presence I wish you the best. You being gone has gotten me back in this darkness. When you came along it went away you brought the best of me. Now I'm back a step one. And I realized I can't rely on someone to make it stop. I might of not showed enough affection. But it was because of how I grew up in that environment. Which wasn't healthy. I know we made a promise that you would contact me when were both 18. I really hope you do. I will always love you. Your my first love. As many loves might come into my life I will always love you. Honestly I think if we are meant to be the universe some how will bring me back to you. But for now I would have to move on. I'm sorry I didn't make you the happiest . I loved our time together, wish you the best.
Always,
Ur love
