Blue Rain : The Last Rain Drops

쓴맛 사과 (bitter apple)

"The more you hold into something, the more harder it is to let go"

like how memories that has yet opened another cryptic door in my heart, that I never knew existed, has made up an ill intention that I want to abandon immediately

vague words, eyes that held silent words, hushed whispers and bursting laughter, there was once a child who held the child in me

and while he held me, I heard the church bells echoing along the wind, it was a vivid memory I still wish I could've turned deaf

there's an ache in my heart, from these branches I never knew I've grown which pierced my skin, a harsh truth that has left me in shambles

I wasn't able to forsee the shortcomings and the things I've considered trivial and never paid heed

my emotions was torn between the forbidden emotions and the rational thinking, it was a battle of mind and heart

did I made a fool out of myself again?

wasn't I tired all these years from seeking such profound but universal feeling that has brought upon me confusion and questions half remained unanswered?

and yet why am I hoping when I know it'll never last more than the time I wish for?

theMOONandYOU ²⁰²²