Arylie- OS/TS/SS

Can We Be Together Again? (Aryan's POV) (SS-1)

20 August,2022

5 years! 5 BLOODY YEARS it have been since me and Imlie separated. The reason was something devastating. She ran upstairs to save Little Miss inspite of me denying to do so and fell down the stairs, in the process loosing our child, our Cheeku! I was aghast, too taken over by the situation that I didn't realise what all I said to her and in last asked her to leave the house. And she did!!! SHE BLOODY LEFT THE HOUSE!!! She never obeyed my order the way she did that day. Why did she do that??? She has no idea what all I suffered from in these years without her. My Bhaskar.... OUR Bhaskar Times incurred huge loss, I had to sell 50% of the shares to Ms. Chaturvedi. Didi and Maa kept blaming me for sending her away. I stopped going to office and engaged myself in fight clubs more than anything. I removed everything from my room that reminded me of her and kept all her belongings in a big box because I just couldn't burn them.

I didn't knew what was she doing, what was her life's status and I never even tried to find out. My life had become hell without her, even worse than what it was after Jiju's death because then atleast I had an agenda, a motive to fulfill but this time, I didn't have anything to do nor I felt the need. It was as if she took away my peace of mind, my heart and my akad with her and left behind a heartless, ambitionless Aryan. My heart yearned for her presence, for her touch but I put all the blame on her and that anger, hatred took over this yearning feeling most of the times. There were times when I wanted to just forget everything, go to her, bring her back to HER house and HER office and start afresh but again my brain didn't allow me to do so. I hallucinated about her most of the time.

Few days ago, it was our marriage anniversary. Honestly, I never thought our marriage would turn into a loved one, the one where love feelings gradually inculcate between the couple. But it did and I was happier than ever in that. I saw our marriage as an ideal one having equality between the partners, respect and love for the other, no ego problem and everything else was just perfect. We fought a lot but the fights never created any kind of misunderstanding between us. It was flawless in short. But then destiny took a dirty turn and turned our lives upside down. I lied to myself that I don't remember our anniversary but the flashbacks didn't stop. I was continuously taken back to the happiest day of my life and that irritated me more because I no longer had that reason of happiness.

"Was it something that I could avoid that day?" I constantly had this question in my mind all these years. What would have been the situation if I wouldn't have asked her to go. Even if we would have fought all day but at least she would have been with me, in front of me. ­I know things could have settled down gradually if we were together, we are 50-50 partners after all. Are we? I suppose WE WERE!!!! She must have found another partner for herself and here I am not being able to move on. What if she really has? What if she is not mine anymore? What is she has started her life afresh? What if I don't matter to her anymore? But my heart says it isn't possible. My heart says she can't forget me.

Did we deserve it? Were we this bad to be punished to this extent? We would have beared any other punishment being together but this one was not just fair. I am not talking about myself but she has not done anything to deserve this, she is.... Well, I DON'T CARE. No, I DO. I can't lie to myself atleast now that her exit has no effect in my life and that I don't care about her absence. I do, I bloody do. I miss everything about her, about us. I miss the chirpiness she brought to this house, to our life. I miss her soft caresses, her soft soothing touch. I miss our banters, our silly fights. I miss the nicknames by which we used to call each other, "My Jungli" and "Her ABP". I miss our window side talks, our terrace talks. But I miss my wife, my 50-50 partner the most.

Can we ever come back together? Will life give us another chance? Will Imlie give me a chance to start from the bottom again? Will I be able to give a chance to ourselves? No matter how many times I say that I hate her or I don't care, but the truth is that I want "US" to be back again together. We can give each other any one punishment if it cools down the anger and vanishes the hatred. I am ready to move forward but is she? Will she forgive me? Will she understand the reason of my behaviour then? Should I approach her? Should I talk to her once? Should I??.....

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Guess who is back!!!!!!!!! I am very sorry for the delay. But I will try to be regular again.
This one was from Aryan's POV. Next one would be from Imlie's POV. I honestly am fed up of this blame game now and want to show Imlie and Aryan's wish to be together again.

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