You Dont Love me

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(based off lady bird)
Kyle and I had been dating for a couple months now. Me and Kyle's relationship was mostly contained sex, we didn't have sex all of the time. I've always been really supportive of him, y'know like a real girlfriend would be like. One night my best friend Jenna had thrown a party, she invited me but I kindly declined because I had a family thing that day. Kyle went to the party of course, he never skips party's. I woke up the next morning, a missed call from Jenna. Huh weird. Me and Jenna didn't call each other very often, because we liked hanging out and talking in person more. Some people might say it's lame, but we had been doing that since kindergarten. I called Jenna back,
"Hello, sorry I missed your call. I was dead asleep." I chuckled.
"Y-Y/n, look during my party last night. Kyle was talking to that girl 'Lady Bird' girl. And they uh, they kind of made out.." She sounded worried.
"W-what?! Jenna I you must be joking." I laughed.
He wouldn't do that to me. Right?
"N-no I'm not joking.." She said awkwardly.
"Thanks for letting me know J-Jenna." I hung up, tears formed in my eyes. I dropped my phone on my bed. A single tear ran down my face.
I heard a knock on my bedroom door.
I wiped the tear off my face.
"C-come in" i sniffled.
"Hey sweetheart." My mom came in, the huge smile on her face faded as she saw my eyes all glassy.
"Honey, what's wrong?" She sat beside me on my bed.
"It's Kyle. H-he made out with another girl at a party last night." More tears came streaming down my face.
"Oh baby" she hugged me.
"Sissy, what's wrong?" My little sister came into my room, holding her teddy bear in her arms.
"She's just, very sad honey" my mom said.
My little sister came and hugged me.
"Here, teddy always helps me when I'm sad" she gave me the small teddy bear that was in her arms.
"T-thank you" I smiled.
(at school)
While the teacher did attendance, Jenna and I handed each other notes.
She handed me one.
"Are you alright?"
I wrote down.
"Not really, I'm just trying really hard not to think about it."
She had a small frown on her face.
"You down for coffee after school?" She wrote and put a smiley face by it."
"I would love too"
at the coffee shop
"Look maybe I should try talking to him about it." I fidgeted with my fingers.
"Y/n don't, you know when you get there he's going to want to fuck. He's going to call you sexy names and get you horny, then you guys are going to end up fucking. I know him Y/n"
"We don't always fuck." I took a sip of my iced chai.
"Mhmm, sure" Jenna rolled her eyes.
"Hey isn't that the girl that made out with Kyle?" I asked, seeing a girl walking into the cafe clocking herself in.
"Yeah, it is!" Jenna said.
"She looks like a mess!" I whispered.
"You don't think.." I got up.
"Oh I definitely think!" We got inside my car and we drove to Kyle's house.
"Stay in the car Jenna." I said, still leaving the car on for her AC cause I'm not gonna let her burn in the car.
I knocked on the door two times.
He opened the door, he looked messy, his shirt unbuttoned, and his hair out of place.
"H-hey baby." God him saying that made me angry.
"Don't 'hey baby' me Kyle." I said, the anger in my voice growing.
"Hey, what's wrong?" He touched my shoulder.
"Don't fucking touch me! You were probably just touching Lady Bird!" My voice cracking, with both sadness and anger.
"W-what are you talking about?" He tried playing it off.
"God I thought we were different. I really thought you and I were both in love with each other!" I shouted.
"Y/n, I am in love with you." He replied.
"Don't, you fucking don't. You never loved me. You just used me. You played me. I go away to go hang out with my fucking family for one fucking day Kyle! ONE FUCKING DAY AND YOU DECIDED TO GO AND MESS AROUND WITH SOME OTHER GIRL?! You are so fucked up Kyle." I started having tears run down my face.
"I- I actually thought you loved me. But of course you go and fuck someone else. I don't go to one fucking party with you, and this is what happens?"
"Y/n, I-" Tears started to form in his eyes.
"Don't, I don't wanna hear it." I wiped the tears from my eyes and stormed out the door.
Jenna looked up from her lap.
"Let's go" I said softly.
I got in the drivers seat and started driving to her house.
"Here you are" I smiled.
"Y/n, call me if anything happens alright?" She hugged me.
"got it."
I drove back to my house and I walked up the stairs into my room.
I started crying even more.
"Why would he do this to me?" I asked myself.
I hugged the teddy bear my little sister gave to me and stared at the ceiling.
He's gone, and out of my life now.
(the next morning)
I woke up, feeling terrible.
I brushed my teeth and put on some jeans and a tank top.
I put my hair in braids and went down for breakfast.
"Good Morning sweetie." My mom flipped a pancake.
"Y/n!" My little sister ran to me.
"Hey sweetheart, do you mind taking Bella to the park? Her and her friend are going to have a play date." My mom asked.
"Yeah sure, do I need to pick up her friend too?" I asked, putting a piece of bacon in my mouth.
"Yeah" she turned the stove off and brought the pancakes to the table.
I ate and I picked up Bella's friend.
"So what park do you guys wanna go to?" I asked.
"The one by the cafe!" They both said.
of course by the cafe that Kyle and I used to go to 24/7.
"Alright!" I sighed.
We got to the park, the sight of the cafe made me sick.
"Can we go play now?" They asked.
"Yeah! Go ahead!" I smiled.
They ran off and went to the playground.
I sat down on a bench, reading a book.
"Romeo and Juliet huh?" I hear a familiar voice behind me.
Kyle.
"Kyle what are you doing here?" I rolled my eyes.
"Look about yesterday-" He started.
"Kyle-" I cut him off, but he did the same.
"Let me talk Y/n, please?" He started into my eyes.
"Look, I don't know what was wrong with me I broke your heart. I didn't want to, and I never want to do that to you again. I don't expect you to accept my apology, but I want you to know that I'm sorry. I really do love you Y/n." His eyes got glassy.
"Kyle," I set down my book.
"Sit down." I told him, I moved my stuff and he sat down.
"Look, I know you truly are sorry. It's just, I need you to show that you're sorry." I put his hair behind his ear.
He arches his eyebrow.
"God, not like that Kyle!" I hit his shoulder.
"I mean like taking me out and stuff!" I laughed.
"Alright, alright!" He put his hands up.
Me and Kyle talked for a while, and Bella and her friend came up to me telling me they were ready to go home.
"Alright let's go" I finished grabbing all my stuff.
"Bye Kyle." I hugged him goodbye.
We got in the car and I took her friend home.
"Did you have fun?" I asked Bella.
"Yeah I did! Also some girl told me to give this to you.
Bella handed me a note.
I read it, and it said.
"Look Y/n I'm really sorry about what happened with me and Kyle. I didn't know he had a girlfriend and I know you probably hate me, even though you probably don't even know who I am. I'm really truly sorry.
                                                            - Lady Bird"
I smiled. I was happy that she apologized, most girls wouldn't.
"Is it bad?" Bella asked.
"No, not bad at all" I folded it back.
We arrived at the house, just in time for dinner.
"Mom, we're home!" I shouted.
"Dinners ready honey!" She replied.
Me and Bella entered the kitchen.
My mom had made steak, mashed potatoes, and some vegetables.
"So anything about Kyle?" She asked, cutting up Bellas steak into cube pieces.
"Uh we actually talked to each other at the park today." I took a bite of my broccoli.
"Yeah and they huggeddd!" She cooed.
"Oh really?" My mom laughed.
"Yeah." I answered.
"Well I'm happy you guys talked to each other about it." She smiled.

(An: hi guys so this idea came into my head while spacing out, thinking of scenarios that will never happen. This might be absolute trash bc it's like 12:30am rn and my brain sucks ass so like. Anyways remember my requests are always open, you can dm them to me, or comment them idrc. ly all 😻💋)
(An: so I updated it just a little bit because I thought it needed more. Also school is starting school for me very soon so I will be posting way less because school makes me drained and wanna re think life. But my requests will still be open because I do need a ton of new ideas. Ily all 😻💋)

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