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Hopes POV

After Alaric let me leave, I decided I needed to wolf out there were just too many thoughts to many emotions going through my head. As I was making my way to the old mill, I heard voices of two people who seemed to be arguing as I got closer, I noticed it was finch and Penelope. Finch came to the school way after Penelope had already left so what could those two possibly want with each other.

Penelope started to make her way back to the school but finch wasn't having it she had grabbed Penelope by the wrist making it so she couldn't leave.

"i can smell josie all over you, I'm not stupid. She is mine it's only a matter of time before she realizes that to witch" finch says in more of growl then words

"I don't know who you are wolf, but nobody owns jo jo. Leave me alone you filthy mut"

"Do not call me a mut I will rip you to pieces, I'm warning you, you will stay away from josie I don't care what kind of past you two may have had, I will be her forever and I'm tired of you and mikaelson standing in my way"

I could see finches glowing eyes now, as much as I don't care for Penelope if she is who makes josie happy, as much as it pained me to do so, I couldn't let finch cause her any kind of harm because it would only hurt josie and I wouldn't let anyone hurt josie.

"Now finch I didn't know you had joined the schools welcoming committee... I don't remember being threatened being a part of the tour" I say finally grabbing the attention of the two girls who were now right in front of me

"Keep moving tribrid freak, this doesn't have anything to do with you" finch says moving her glare from the girl on to me

I couldn't hold in my laugh I must admit it feels good to have someone stand up to me once and while but finch was really starting to get on my nerves especially after my last encounter with her.

"Your wrong actually this has everything to do with me, you keep threatening the people who josie cares about so you have now made it my problem" I grab the hand that was on Penelope's wrist making her let go "now I think you owe ms Park here an apology don't you think" I can feel some of her bones start to break under my grip

Finch is looking at me like she wants to rip my head off and the wolf inside of me is begging her to do it, any reason for me to punch something right now. Finch looks back over to Penelope and I can feel my wolf actually pouting that the girl isn't going to make a move and actually listen to me.

"Sorry Park" she says gritting her teeth

I let go of her hand, and she quickly runs back towards the school. I can feel parks eyes on me but I'm no mood for anymore bitchy banter for the night so I decide to start heading back to the mill so I can do what I was trying to do earlier as turn away I hear park speaks up

"Thank you for the assist mikaelson"

"don't mention it, just promise me one thing" I say forcing myself to finally look her in the eyes.

"what's that"

"don't screw up this time and keep her happy will you"

I leave before park can answer back, I can't handle being around her anymore or anyone it's just too much, as much as I hate myself for denying it for so long, I knew the second I saw josies name on my skin that I was in love with her, and not because we were supposed to be, if I was truly being honest with myself, I've always had strong feelings for her. All the poking and fights through the years it was just so I could feel close to her see her. None of it mattered now josie was still in love with Penelope and I promised I wouldn't get in the way. I could feel the tears starting to make their way so I knew it was time I quickly tore off my clothes and transitioned.

There's nothing more freeing then being in my wolf form, running through the woods jumping over fallen trees, I'm free. Nothing bad can happen and if it did well, I'm a wolf that alone will scare people off. I make my way down to the meadow it's my happy place the way the night sky and moon light dance off the flowers and the water nearby it's one of the most beautiful places I've ever been.

I jump around thought the flowers and hunt some of the small animals around before laying down by the water. Finally, the sun starts to come up and I make my way back to the old mill quickly shifting back and throwing on some of the spare clothes I have kept its just a baggy Salvatore sweater and some sweats but after everything I don't really care what I look like.

I make my way to the dining hall to grab some breakfast but I'm stopped in my tracks as I look over and see josie and Penelope beside each other already they josie has her perfect smile that almost reach her eyes her hand is on parks thigh.

Josie looks up her brown chocolate eyes meeting mine and see her smile instantly drop, she almost looks sad. I was hoping me and her would still be friends but looking at her now I see all I do is bring her sadness.

I decide I'm not going to go to class today and make my way to my room I can't be around people right now. As I'm about to reach my room I hear the familiar voice that never leaves my mind anymore

"Hope" josie says trying to get me to stop

"Hope why are you rushing to get away from me" she says trying to catch her breath she must of ran after me

"I can't be around you and Penelope jo, it's too hard I just can't"

"What do you mean it's too hard?"

I finally get the courage to look at her "I saw how happy you looked with her and when you saw me how sad you were"

"Hope you don't under..."

I can't stop my tears now and I can't listen to her talk it'll only make things worse "no jo please don't I get it, it's okay for you to be happy"

I can see josie starting to cry as well, and it almost makes me want to hug her just to make her stop

"Is that what you want is for me to be happy with Penelope" she asks

Obviously not I want you to be with me I want to shout "I just want you to be happy jo that's all I care about"

"Just not with you right" josie says almost yelling at me "you want me to be happy so you push me away, yes I may have gotten carried away with Penelope but at least she doesn't push me away. At least she wants to be with me... I wish you hadn't gotten me as your soul mate hope I really do, because then someone else would have and theyd love me not like you..."

"But Jo I do.."

She puts her hand up cutting me off "'save It hope my heart can't take anymore"

And with that I watched her run away 

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