Tamela's One Shot/Sex Shot Series (SLOW UPDATES)

Tamela & Karen

Any noticeable error's are definitely my own!

⚠️Darkness⚠️
⚠️PTSD⚠️
⚠️Suicide⚠️

Fuck You PTSD

Quick Rundown:Tamela's PTSD has won the fight.🥹

Anywho enjoy.

Tamela's POV

Here I am in my studio apartment relaxed until I opened a letter which held a wedding invitation that broke my heart.

It was from the love of my life and some guy.

When did this happen?Why didn't she tell me?I thought she wanted us to both get better so we could try our relationship again?

I then answer my own question,it's all because of the PTSD.

Brief Flashback

I was having a nightmare about one of my horrible missions me and my team had to handle when I was still in the army and it was one of the worst.

The amount of soldiers on my team were a total of 5,but the enemies who had more to attack us with brought our team member count to 2.

I literally had blood from my face and everywhere else visible,parts of brain matter,and I even had body parts blown and thrown on me it was all extremely traumatic.

So once I rocked and cried in my sleep Karen shook me to wake me up and I can't remember much but Karen mentioned that I had both of my hands wrapped around her neck and fire blended with fear deep in my eyes,I didn't stop until she slapped me back into the present.

She looked at me bawling out in tears crying making me cry because of what I done and because I know she's afraid of me because of her experience with her abusive ex who nearly killed her intentionally but damn it Im not that mothafucka and I didn't do this intentionally.

She quickly got up and packed up a bag

"Wait Karen baby please I didn't mean it,I'm sorry.I'll go to therapy,anything you need for us to work out just please don't go."

She waved me off.

"I'm going to stay with my mom a while,I love you Tamela but I refuse to go through another abusive relationship again,and you nearly killing me brought up a traumatic past I've been struggling to forget."

"I won't force you because I understand where you're coming from and don't want you to feel afraid of me.I promise you though I never intended to hurt you-"

"I know you didn't you are just still sick from your time in the war that I've been begging you to seek treatment for but you always shut me out when I bring the discussion up."

"I know Karen,I'm sorry."

"Sorry isn't enough Tamela,your words won't do anything that your actions will."

She wiped her tears as well as mines.

"We need a break.I need to get help just as much as you since I'm still struggling with my recovery from my past,I hope you understand?"

"Yeah I do."

"This isn't goodbye or anything permanent we just both need to take a break to ourselves to get better so we can successfully be back together better than ever."

"Promise?Karen no one has ever truly loved me like you,I don't think I'll survive without you."I asked hopeful

"I promise."Karen wrapped her pinky finger with mines kissing me on the forehead

End Of Flashback

I bawled out in tears soaking up the wedding invitation.I then reached for my gun I kept under my pillow deciding to end it all because it may just be better that way.

All because of my PTSD.

*POW!*

I know,I'm sorry 🥺

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